Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Should I take PHD?

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/30/2014 11:12:00 AM
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Dear all,

It's been long I did not write about anything. It is the end of year 2014, I must say this is a tough year for Malaysia. Looking at the degree of calamities and tragic incident involving the missing aircrafts. I cannot find 'words' to describe the level of distress. 

However, back to my topic above, should I take it or not? You know it is not CHEAP?? when I have to fork out my own money for all of that?

I have been planning to apply for MARA study loan and spent some times in the UK..but... with the recent tragedy of all the airlines...I am bit terrified to FLY. However, I believe in fate and destiny (Qada and Qadar). I should do some researches first before I really decide on this decision. 

First I will do the ground work first, I have learnt the hard way on the data and SPSS thingy. Maybe I should attend some briefing on PLS. Some people say it is easier. That one is really getting on my nerve. Econometrics?? is a No No. I have to explore more and see which one suits me the best.

Ok...gotta continue my work.

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Change Your Thoughts and Your Life Will Follow...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 7/13/2014 03:03:00 PM
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I love myself just as I am
I have a special, one of kind, God given destiny
Today I will take active steps to follow my dreams
I will walk by faith and not by sight
I will project positive, loving thoughts to those around me, even to those around me, even to those who HURT me
I have everything I need to fulfill my unique purpose
My every step is ordered
I greet the day with confidence, peace and joy
I am whole, healthy person. Any relationship I add to my life will be to complement me, not complete me
Every day, in every way, I am getting BETTER and BETTER!!!!!
-Quoted from Mandy Hale

Friday, July 11, 2014

Tarot for fun...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 7/11/2014 10:21:00 AM
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Despite the fierce competition, presence of windfall profits with the possibility of receiving an inheritance. Overcoming difficulties extending to the right time, confidence and good humor. 
Changes and unexpected revelations. Great physical and mental activity, before repressed energies that are now released with impetus. Mutual declarations of love. 
Youthful enthusiasm, yet soft. Chance of arrival of an emissary, a friend who can take charge of a mission. Start a relationship 
The intelligentsia tested. Struggle to find the exit of difficult situations and suffering in general, although it exists, and conquer it is a learning experience.

The world is blind to let you go without a partner. But do not worry in looking for a partner, let him find you. In the short term I see you find someone compatible with you. Your authority and intelligence scares people. Opens the heart to the world, that the world thanks you with all her love and who knows if one partner profession does not notice you.

Interpreted by kentuks@gmail.com

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

How Do You Know When You Love Someone?-By John Kim

Posted by Lil' Sue at 7/09/2014 01:31:00 PM
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I used to believe that love was a light switch. Something flicks on. You get an overwhelming sensation. It hits you like a bag of bricks. Or a strong arrow. When you know, you know. Right? Not so much. After 38 years and an expired marriage, I don’t see love that way anymore. I’ve placed Cupid right next to Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny.

Love is a series of choices. The first choice is based on many many factors, including chemistry, principles, logic, humor, intelligence, body type, where we are in our lives, what we want/need… the list goes on and on, and the weight of each factor varies depending on the individual. Based on these factors, we either choose to begin the process to love or not. If we decide to enter this process, the action of loving can bring “light switch” moments. The way he looks at you. How hard she makes you laugh. The notes he hides in your purse. The way she makes you feel when you don’t feel anything.

But like an airplane flight, there is turbulence. The fights. The disagreements. The little things that bother you. His socks. Her shopping. You start wondering if you’ve made the right choice. Once you are in doubt, you have to make another choice: to continue to fly with this person or jump out of the plane. This choice is based on a thousand other factors, again depending on the individual and where they are in their journey. If you decide to jump, the scary free fall will either make you stronger (grow) or miserable (depressed). But sooner or later, you’ll find yourself back at the airport waiting to board another plane. Then you hit turbulence. Or maybe there is no turbulence. Maybe you’ve changed your mind about the destination. Either way, another choice. Fly or jump?

Love is making a choice every single day, to either love or not love. That’s it. It’s that simple. Either to continue the process or not. We fall in and out of love. Even in relationships, especially in relationships. This doesn’t mean we don’t love the person. It means we are left with a choice. There is a difference between feeling love for someone (caring about a person) and loving someone (choosing to love that person). You may have love for someone forever. But that doesn’t mean you choose to love that person forever. The choice to love is not a feeling; it is an action. That is why it is so difficult. It requires you to do something, and I’m not just talking about buying flowers. It might mean putting your wants aside. Also, like chemistry, the ability to love is not a constant. It is a variable. It fluctuates, depending on where you’re at in your life and what you’re struggling with. Sometimes it is easy to love. Sometimes it is extremely difficult. But at the end of the day, it’s always a choice.

Although love varies, it also deepens. This means the longer you stay on that flight and embark on the journey together, the more fruit the process with bare. Your investment pays off. Your choices become easier. You not only become stronger as a couple, but also as individuals, assuming the love process is healthy - which means you guys are both doing work. The choice to love creates opportunity to hit notes in life that you could never hit alone, and THIS is what makes your choice worth it.

So, how do you know if it’s love? That is not the question to ask. The question is: Do you choose to love this person or not? Right now. Not tomorrow. Today. Make a choice. Yes or no. If the answer is yes, love as hard as you can. Love with everything you’ve got (your capacity right now at this point in your life). If the answer is no, promise me one thing.

Let the fall make you stronger. 

Monday, July 7, 2014

Oh My English...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 7/07/2014 10:33:00 AM
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Early in the morning...En. Salam had started his morning lecture about slangs/accents and somebody in other government body. Everybody can hear him clearly. It crossed my mind about ME. Last Friday our trainee asked me:
"Are you the external examiner that came to our presentation last time? Because...your accent sounds familiar"..
Yes I was the one. Glad that she informed me that it was good experience and exposure to their batch. Me and my friend gave an assessment for their final project for Corporate Finance in UMS Labuan. The point was...she recognised me based on my accent. I was wondering, was it a good thing or bad thing.  I don't intend to speak with fake accent. I described my way of speaking english is in the mid of british and american slang. I just did what my teacher taught me. I would say that my pronunciation was hugely affected by my love of MUSIC. I still remember that my English teacher used to say. Do you listen to Mariah Carey? So u have to sound like the way she say every single word. She has very CLEAR pronounciation of 'R'. My love for art and music had helped me a lot. One thing for sure, If I speak Mandarin, Cantonese, Indonesian, Korean, Japanese, Arabic and even DUSUN, I sound like them. That is great to begin with. I always have passion about languages. Is it a good indication??? In school, during the class my friend did asked. 'How did you do that? I mean..the way you speak?". Looking back at it now, I was living in the suburb village. I did not have access to differentiate the English accents. I only have TV1 and TV2 to be watched. Some people might think that I am sooo weird for speaking like the way I speak now. I know I did not stay in London for years or even America. But last time, when my lecturer asked me where are you from?? Sabah, I replied. No wonder you sound different. Actually you sound like an American. (I don't even know I was speaking like an American. It was back in 2001).
Should I take it as a compliment?
I never set my foot in America. I think that was the price of being a TV addict. As long it is something to do with sound and languages, I think I am ok with it. It depends on an individual on how they utilise their tongue. So... I think I don't want to think much about my accent. I will just speak with the way I feel comfortable, it is not because I want to speak with FAKE accent, just because I believe it should be sounding that way. That's all.

Friday, June 13, 2014

Lunch Monster Family Portrait

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/13/2014 06:49:00 PM
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Saturday, May 31, 2014

Reminiscing some of the drama in my life

Posted by Lil' Sue at 5/31/2014 10:08:00 AM
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Date: 31 May 2014
Well...Happy Birthday Sue!!!...
I guess getting older is not that bad and hopefully wiser..
Currently I am sitting at Cafe Barbera
Holding a tagline "More than 140 years of coffee Perfection"
(smirk)----> Is this for real??

I could say that I am a regular customer here...
Been here most of the time ..killing time before going to departure hall..
I have cried here like an IDIOT some years back..
And also in front of the Sembonia store
I could never compare the IDIOTNESS....
Looking at the years by...
It was very challenging..
I have my ups and down in most area of my life...

In fact, to add the story this morning I missed my 9am flight and the MAS staff was kind enough to arrange for me to get in the 11.50 flight without additional charges...
I am so thankful..
Enuff with the drama of my missing charger...

I was in KL for 3 days for due diligence training...
I left my Iphone charger in the training room..
Which I really feel like killing myself for being soooooo forgetful..
Actually it was more like a distraction...
I think that was the price of being busy to stalk a nerd guy in my class hahhaha
I cant help but wonder
He went to the three days training with the same EXACT colors...
GREY blazer and WHITE shirt
He is only changing his TIE

The Details:
Name: Iskandar
Company: Sime Darby
Looks: Nerdy but extremely Smart

Day 1: Grey Blazer, Grey pants and white shirt, Stripe ties also in white grey.
Day 2: Grey Blazer, Grey pants (different fabric pattern from day 1), white shirt and stripe tie with navy blue and red.
Day 3: Grey blazer, grey pants (diff fabric from day 2), white shirt and PINK tie.
I was thinking to ask for his business card but I am too EGO to ask for that...
Now I am regretting...huhuhu

Last night was a BLAST
I spent some time with my siblings and we went for a karaoke session for hoursss...
Which caused I missed my morning flight....

The time passed by made me learn a lot of things...
Thank you ALLAH for me being ALIVE.
Happy Birthday once again...

Sunday, March 2, 2014

Man bitch 2

Posted by Lil' Sue at 3/02/2014 02:09:00 AM
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Saturday, March 1, 2014


Posted by Lil' Sue at 3/01/2014 11:32:00 PM
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Again... I cant believe that I have to write another entry for this guy. Oo my god, I wonder over and over again what have I done to this half dude man? Today there are a lot embarassing moments in my day today. My friends used my phone to say embarassing things to my classmate. I dont even know what he feels about it. Another heartbreaking thing was caused by my close friend. He is a guy but he really acting like a BITCH!!!!

How could he possibly say rude things to me? Harsh and inconsiderate...type of friend. If he really think that i am such an inconvenient person to handle he could just say it to my face... No need to put it in a very rude way. I am really hurt with his remarks. I am going to remember this day. I wont forget what he makes me feel.

I thought he was a friend but in the end, he is just a man bitch!!!!

Friday, February 28, 2014

4 Signs He’s Worth Marrying by DALE PARTRIDGE

Posted by Lil' Sue at 2/28/2014 10:26:00 AM
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Ultimately the concept suggests that women should consider “settling” for a man who satisfies her major needs but may not fulfill her laundry list of wants. She makes a great point about the qualities that make up a strong spouse and parent, are not necessarily the same which produce butterflies or physical desires.
She discussed the misconception women have in the search for the perfect man. How they spend their 20′s and 30′s passing up 8′s to hold out for a 10 (which doesn’t exist). They then find themselves in their late 30′s and early 40′s settling with a 5 because that’s all who is left. Pretty powerful concept.
First let me lay down a few rules:
  • Not all 4 may apply to you, but please appreciate that they could apply to others.
  • This is obviously an article for those who desire to be married, if that’s not you, look at a few of my other articles. :)
4 Signs He’s Worth Marrying
  1. You share important core beliefs and values: This is number one for a reason. Connecting on a spiritual and emotional level is just as critical as the physical. To be frank, if you don’t align on the things that truly matter, it’s better to cut your losses now and start the search for the man who does.
  2. You have fun together: Now we all have fun on the first 20 dates, but I’m referring to the hundred that follow. Are you able to laugh, have meaningful conversation, and truly enjoy each other for years to come? If so, you might have a keeper.
  3. He’s beyond honest:  If you catch a scent of dishonesty, watch out! A man’s need to lie is a telling clue about his character and emotional health. It can indicate real insecurity, lack of integrity, or lack of moral standards. And if lying shows up consistently while dating, it’s possible to get worse during marriage. The flip-side: a man who consistently tells the truth is a man who doesn’t have something to hide. This is the type of guy worth marrying.
  4. He fights fair (most of the time): After being married for over 4 years now, I can tell you arguing is a part of every relationship. Of course there will be days where the both of you leave the house in a fit, but we must remember arguments should end with either an agreement, a compromise or a solution to move the relationship forward. But at the end of the day, he must fight fair – not getting angry with each disagreement, not always needing to get the last word in or dropping to the level of throwing insults in place of mature discussion. If your man can fight fair at least most of the time, it’s a good sign he’s worth marrying.
So where do you stand? Are you passing up 8′s to snag a mythical 10? Are you shooting for the moon and not willing to land on a star? How did this article make you feel? Let me know in the comments below.

Monday, February 24, 2014

It really happens...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 2/24/2014 11:30:00 AM
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I just knew from someone that a person actually sing a song for me. Maybe he is too shy to talk to me and it ended up he sang a song for me instead. It flutters my heart a bit... I know I am a sucker for a cheesy thing like this.... Ok I admit I like it....BUT I don't feel the same towards that guy. So sad to hear his rendition... expressing his sincere feelings. I am so scared to like something sweet like this...I am afraid it will be bitter in the end. I never close any door for anyone to come and knock but I think he approached me in wrong way. It was weird when all peoples knew that he likes you but he did not even say hi to me. It was like a hot issue among my nosey friends...and I was very confused.

I feel sad because I don't feel the same towards him but I really appreciate his effort. When my friends ask me why.. I sincerely feel.. he should try harder to win my heart if he really mean it. Is it because of his insecurity? Coz I know any relationship wont be just based on LOVE alone. Love might fade with zillions of argument and face will age through time.... It takes more than the word I like u...or I love you... 

Saturday, February 8, 2014

5 Reasons Your 30s Will Definitely Be Better Than Your 20s By Madison Moore

Posted by Lil' Sue at 2/08/2014 01:18:00 PM
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You can’t stay in your 20s forever, and I’m not sure why anyone would want that. Yet all we talk about is being 20 — doing things in our 20s, getting our first legal-to-drink IDs in our 20s, getting our first job in our 20s, getting our hearts broken in our 20s. ENOUGH! Eventually grey hairs will happen whether you like it or not, your skin is suddenly not going to be as tight as it used to be, and one day you will have to face the fact that you will no longer be in your 20s. I don’t have anything against twentysomethings, especially not since everyone thinks I clock in at like 24/25 max, which is awesome. But your 20s aren’t the best years of your life – your 30s are. 30 is the new 20.
Here are 5 reasons your 30s will be where it’s on and poppin. By the way — you’re going to occupy that number for ten years. Lot’s of amazing stuff can happen in that period! (Also bad stuff, too, but w/e.)

1. You Will Have More Knowledge About Stuff

When you are in your 20s, you’re still in this period of trying to find yourself. “Finding yourself” is something that everyone does, even in their 30s and beyond. But think of it this way: when you are in you’re 20s, you’re not all that far from your teenage self. You’ve probably graduated college and are trying to find the right profession or job that suits you. Your teenage years are for fucking up and looking forward to the day you can finally move away from mom and pop. Your 20s are sort of for making a few mistakes here and there while you figure things out. But guess what? By the time you hit 30, you will have had so much life experience. You’ll have had failed and successful relationships of all kinds. You’ve probably had good and bad job experiences. And all that job experience means you can finally apply for those awesome positions that require 9 years of experience, all things you couldn’t apply for when you were a pup fresh out of college!

2. You Will Look Your Sexiest

30 is the sexiest age. You’re still young enough to be fabulous but not old enough to feel like an old fart. When you make it to your 30s, you know what kinds of clothes and things work for your body. I’m all for creative expression, but maybe you tried all sorts and kinds of weird looks in your 20s. In your 30s, you know your body, you know a little more about what works for you, and you even grow into your features more. If you decide to go to the gym regularly at some point in your 20s, why that’s only just going to make you even more sexy and appealing in your 30s.

3. Because It’s Never Too Late To Chase Your Dreams

We always say, “I want to accomplish XYZ before I turn 30.” If you end up making it, that’s awesome. But why is “before 30” always the benchmark? Does something suddenly happen at 30 that will prevent you from achieving it? I know it’s just a thing people say, but you’re not necessarily late to the party if you accomplish something after 30. Why? Because it’s never too late. You can always change career paths, try new things, start new relationships, move to new places, develop a new style, or really alter anything about your life if you really want. And what better years to chase your dreams than in your 30s? You’re probably established, or at least more established than you were in your 20s. You probably have more money than you did in your 20s.

4. Because The Party Doesn’t Stop

There’s this stereotype about getting older that you will never find a date and all you want to do is to be by yourself. We think of our teens and our 20s as the party years, where we spent nights out until the wee-hours of the morning, engaging in all kinds of demonly shenanigans. But the party doesn’t stop just because you get old. It get’s better! You just go to different places. And trust me — you will cast judgmental eyes on young people who go out and act a trifling hot mess, mostly because that person isn’t you anymore and you’re proud of that kind of.

5. You Will Have Probably Settled On The Perfect Signature After Years Of Trial And Error

Seriously though. There’s a lot more stuff to sign when you hit that 30 mark. Practice makes perfect! 

Monday, January 13, 2014

Jodoh Berdua - Hafiz Hamidun #JodohBerdua

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/13/2014 05:54:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Happy New Year 2014

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/01/2014 12:40:00 AM
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Thank you the Almighty for the chance to breath in another year... 

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