Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Miss A-I Don't Need A Man

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/27/2012 12:36:00 AM
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We present this to ALL proud women
Who refuse to make easy money
Who dont like to live on the money of their man..
Who dont like to live on the money of their PARENTS
This is ALL for the independent Laydees..

Monday, November 26, 2012

Things to look forward in 2013

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/26/2012 10:08:00 AM
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Well.. I might be going to Seoul again next year around mid May. This time, I will go with my crazy chinggu- Munyra-shi who is persistently want to catch any Kang Gary oppa look alike around Seoul hahhahahahhaha (^_^). My lil sister Salwa also might tag along...This time, I will make sure that I bring enough medication to prevent rashes. Cuter pictures and outfits...hehehe..Light baggage and comfy shoes to move around....

I wish I can see world more. I know it requires a lot cash huhuhu... hope I can do something to boost up my $$$. In return, I will have chance to see the world more....

Another friend of mine wants me to tag along for his USA trip next year.. If I have the budget and time permits, I will be more than happy to visit LA and the NYC.

Sunday, November 25, 2012


Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/25/2012 11:56:00 PM
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It just amazed that me that LJW said this out during the interview which was held recently. I knew some people can just anything just for their own selfish interest.....it means what he said is just FAKE. 

Well..well.. if people asked me what do I get from watching too much TV or korean dramas???...I can actually see how obvious people can change. How scary they may became. The drama in TV is always dramatic but remember that also based on a real life story. It is just being visualized to the TV screen. 

I dont know how to describe how much I HATE betrayal. When I saw this happening around me and also in the TV drama, it is making me SICK. Someone told me, dont watch TV soo much... it just a crappy things and made up. This is very unhealthy environment for me....The negative aura keep on coming one by one. Sigh.... Some STUPID male married their WIFE and suddenly having affair with another woman. How could he ignore his wife who had been there with him for years????  Taking care of his nonsense family affair...doing the dishes...sharing the ups and down but at last what she get is just his tantrum and his nasty words.....$^&*(&$&%*&(&*^(^&!!!!!

I am also so angry with myself. Once I have loved someone for years...I still remember....that he told me to my face that he got someone. I even running to catch him at the DAMN airport before he went overseas for his study. Thinking about it now, how could I grow my fondness to someone who NEVER appreciate what I did for him? How difficult it was for me to go to that extent????  Afterall...its seems that I was being MISLEAD for many times. Maybe by now....he is just too happy with his life and maybe ended up with someone he considers BETTER than me. It is ok to choose anyone he wants but It is so CRUEL for him to MISLEAD my feelings and pretended nothing is going on between US. Why should he try confuse me all the way from the beginning?? From what I see most men dont really grow up or matured. They dont know how to measure the implication that may cause from such actions...One day if they have daughters or younger sisters, I am pretty sure they will understand, if someone did that to their loved ones. I am sure KARMA will pay them out... What you did others you will definitely get it back...no matter in what forms...

I just cant believe that I have to say this on my blog, but I think it is easier since I dont really have anyone to share my feelings right now.

Even though that I am moving on... I found myself being so hard to TRUST... I cant even open up to my family about how I really feel, eventho I feel burdensome, as if mountains put on my chest but in front of them I have to appear Strong and Nothing matters. Difficult to say... HOW come I became like this??? I missed that little girl..strong...and very passionate about life..bubbly and able to put happy face all the time..... My childhood is not that great but at least I am so full with HOPE... Too bad, the negative peoples around me had almost tarnished me ...ruined me into pieces...

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Sudahi Semua Ini...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/24/2012 05:05:00 AM
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Sedih hatiku bila ku ingat saat itu
Kau pergi tinggalkan diriku semaumu
Tak ada bedanya dirimu dan dirinya
Campakkan aku, kau buang aku, tak peduli perasaanku

Sudahi semua ini, tak perlu ditangisi lagi, kini ku harus mengerti
Terlambat untuk kau sadari, semua ini sudah terjadi
Kau telah hancurkan cinta dan harapan di hati

Apa salahku, ku tak pernah dicintai
Aku memang tak sempurna tapi ku mau bertahan untukmu
Kau takkan mengerti hati yang telah terluka
Campakkan aku, kau buang aku, tak peduli perasaanku

Sudahi semua ini, tak perlu ditangisi lagi, kini ku harus mengerti
Terlambat untuk kau sadari, semua ini sudah terjadi
Kau telah hancurkan cinta , kau telah hancurkan harapan di hati

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Happenings in November...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/22/2012 11:27:00 AM
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I just relocated my Astro satellite today...so basically there will be another activity to kill my time in Labuan. Watching TV!!! Not a healthy habit to begin with hahahha... Well today I skipped class again because I just dont feel like going to class. Sorry...but I am just Tired...

I spoke with my lecturer on my intention to be part of the academician team. Maybe not now, but later after I finished my MBA degree. By thinking that I am going to spend around 3 years in the UK is always giving me something to look forward to...

Speak to the RIGHT people...!

Monday, November 19, 2012

Just my thought

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/19/2012 08:47:00 AM
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I need to teach my future children to be mo respectful to women...insya allah...

Friday, November 9, 2012

Sekiranya Aku Jatuh Cinta...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/09/2012 01:12:00 PM
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Ya Allah,
Jika aku jatuh cinta,
Cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu,
Agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintaiMu.

Ya Muhaimin,
Jika aku jatuh hati,
Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut padaMu,
Agar aku tidak terjatuh dalam jurang cinta nafsu.

Ya Rabbi,
Jika aku jatuh hati,
Jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripadaMu.
Ya Rabbul Izzati,
Jika aku rindu,
Rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalanMu.

Ya Allah,
jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu,
Janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirMu.
Ya Allah,
Jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu,

Jangan biarkan aku bertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang, menyeru manusia kepadaMu.
Ya Allah , jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihMu.
Jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakanMu.
Source : Stanza Cinta.

But, before I really fall in love ,
Ya Allah, izinkanlah hamba untuk mencintaiMu selamanya dan kumohon janganlah Engkau berpaling daripadaku.Hamba ingin sentiasa mendekatiMu walaupun hamba seringkali mengecewakanMu. Amin.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

How to Make Damn Decision?

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/08/2012 10:58:00 AM
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Extracted from : www.minimalist.com
The first step in any journey is often the most difficult. This was true for our journey into minimalism. In this case, our first step had nothing to do with a task that we had to complete. Our first step was deciding. Or, rather, deciding that we wanted to make a significant change in our lives.
Making decisions is often difficult. And procrastination is easy, at least for the moment. But there is no reward in procrastination.

The most difficult part of creating a change is deciding to make that change at reality, it’s deciding when to take action, it’s when you know that you must make a decision in order to change your life.
This might sound like abstract nonsense or hyperbole, so let’s get more concrete.

Two Kinds of Decisions

Fundamentally, we believe that there are two kinds of decisions you can make: intellectual decisions and emotional decisions.
Intellectually, we knew that we wanted a change in our lives. We knew that we were unhappy, unsatisfied, and unfulfilled. We knew that we didn’t have freedom. Not real freedom. The problem is that we knew these things intellectually but not emotionally. We didn’t have the feeling in our guts that things must change. We knew they should change but the change wasn’t a must for us.

Should vs. Must

And so it’s just like anything else you tell yourself.
I should change.
I should work less.
I should get rid of all this junk.
I should exercise.
I should write more.
I should read more.
I should watch less TV.
I should, I should, I should.

Anthony Robbins has a good aphorism to describe all these shoulds in your life, he says that after a while you end up shoulding all over yourself. It may be an off color analogy, but it’s fitting because you really do feel like shit after you’ve put everything off for so long, after you’ve procrastinated over and over and over.

But once you understand these things on an emotional level, you are able to turn your shoulds into musts. We believe that is the pivotal point. That is when you get leverage. That is when you are compelled to take action.
Thus, a decision is not a real decision until it is a must for you, until you feel it on your nerve endings and it effects you at a cellular level, until you are compelled to take action. Once your shoulds have turned into musts, then you have made a real decision.

I must change.
I must stop wasting my money.
I must work less.
I must get rid of all this junk.
I must eat healthier food.
I must exercise.
I must write more.
I must read more.
I must watch less TV (or no TV at all).
I must, I must, I must.

Go back and say these things out loud. Seriously, don’t do anything else until you go back and say those musts out loud. Do you feel how much more powerful they feel than the same exact list of shoulds above? The should list is passive and defeated and lethargic and dead. The musts are alive and are filled with vigor and strength and energy. I must take action!
Now, your only exercise for today is simple, it’s to make your Must List. What are your musts? What must happen in your life for a fundamental change to occur? Take as much time as you need and write down all your musts.

I must…
I must…
I must…

We must take action. That’s what we decided when we started this journey. And you must take action too. (N.B. you will see our Must List when you get to day 2 of your journey).

Your first day on your journey isn’t even about taking action though (you’ll take action every day after today), but your first day is still your hardest day. Today is the day that you must decide things must change. You know, at least intellectually, that you are not happy with how things are in your life. But you can’t have it both ways. You can’t want it to be one way, when your actions are the other way. If your actions are not congruent with your desires, then you will never feel happy, never feel fulfilled, never be content.

Take a look at your Must List. Put that list somewhere where you will see it all the time. Now stop everything you are doing and make a decision. Make a decision to change your life, to live your life the way you want to live it. Don’t just think about the change intellectually, feel it in your gut. Know that you must change. Feel the change on your nerve endings.

Today is the best day of your life, because today is the day that everything changes. Today is the day that your shoulds turn into your musts. Today is the day you decide to take action. Today is the first day of the rest of your new life, your new minimalist life.

Friday, November 2, 2012

T-ARA Eun Jung...I'm coming to your cafe next year!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/02/2012 03:15:00 PM
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Hahhahaha.. at last!! Found the address to the cafe... Yeah.. for once I wanna experience the Gangnam Style.. But mostly I will prepare something for Eun Jung and her mom. 

Address : Seould-si Gangnam-gu Nonhyun-dong 93-10 1st floor!!!

I hope this address is correct!!

Eun Jungie.. Fighting!!!

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Spread my wings and fly...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/01/2012 03:45:00 PM
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Good news to hear that my dear friend will be residing in the UK for 2-3 years in Manchester... First of all, I will have reason to come back to the UK (^_^).... I am also in midst of finalising my MBA and my ongoing CIFP. This month is such a CRAZY time!!!. My mid term is coming ..(T_T) the accounting part is driving me crazy!! That is my worst nightmare. I still dont like the subject until now. 

I am seriously looking for many possibilities. I am quite frustrated that I cannot join my colleague giving talk in the University of Brunei. The date was clashed with my internal training That will be very good opportunity talking in front of foreigners and students. Congrats to my friend Nizam for giving his talk in Brunei. I really wish I could tag along but unfortunately I have to attend some crappy training in my office.

Anyway.. my applications now stands at 25 and one critical paper is giving me lot of headache.... Tonight I have study group with my friends and hopefully I can understand something about the managerial accounting. If my job is just studying, I think I could do better but due other distractions, my ability to focus dropped significantly.

All the best Lil' Sue... For the new year and new discovery...Cheers!!!!


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