Wednesday, January 25, 2012

From Bali with Love 20-24 Jan 2012 (Part 1)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/25/2012 06:07:00 PM
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During my stay in Bali, I get to meet with Ibu Noviana Kusumawardhani for a Tarot reading. She gave me quite an inspiring insight of what's going on in my life right now. The most suprising part was when she asked me.."Is there anything happened 7 years back that you really regret?" Of course there was. I wish I could turn back time..and reverse the things that happened. But I know that there is nothing I can do about it. She also stressed out that I am over analyzing things. 

I am not into supertitious thinking, but I will also look at this as an opinion from another party, not so much into future prediction or whatever not. I look at this from a neutral way, I guess she was not telling me about my future prediction. It was just based on her way of interpreting the cards. She advised me to pursue my writing skills and most of all, she reminded me to love myself more compared to anything else. 

There was a 'Marriage card' as well..she said I need to forgive myself..and to follow what my heart wants. 

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi......

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/18/2012 06:44:00 PM
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"What Makes You Different (Makes You Beautiful)"

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/18/2012 10:05:00 AM
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   You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day
Got your own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby, that's why you captured my heart

I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you, I see something rare
A rose that can grow anywhere (grow anywhere)
And there's no one I know that can compare

What makes you different, (alright) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Hey, yeah yeah yeah
You got something so real
You touched me so deep (touched me so deep)
You see material things
Don't matter to me
So come as you are
You've got nothing to prove
You've won me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you

What makes you different, (alright, yeah yeah) makes you beautiful (alright)
What's there inside you, (alright) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful

You don't know (you don't know) how you touched my life (touched my life)
Oh in so many ways (so many ways) I just can't describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
It's all the little things that make you beautiful to me (so beautiful)
Oh yeah, yeah

What makes you,
What makes you different, (what makes) makes you beautiful (to me)
What's there inside you, (there shines) shines through to me
In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, oh girl
What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Everything you do is beautiful (so beautiful)
Love you give shines right through me (shines right through to me)
Everything you do is beautiful (ooh, ooh ooh ooh oh)
Oh, you're beautiful to me (to me)

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Demi Cinta-Syah Mohamed

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/17/2012 02:01:00 PM
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Dedicated to all my WIFEY frens and all the girls out there... :)
Someone introduced me to the song...
I made me burst into tears..
While watching the clip, I really wonder..
That kind of Love still exist?
Coz I never found it...

I conquered Mt Kinabalu for 2nd time.....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/17/2012 10:34:00 AM
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Thursday, January 12, 2012

To Conquer Mount Kinabalu

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/12/2012 05:44:00 PM
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Today we will begin the journey to conquer the mountain. Actually this will be my second time climbing Mt Kinabalu. This time I am one of the organizing committee for my company.
Sigh.. I do not have enuff training...
Just hope everything will be fine...

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

The 'Emo' Me...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/10/2012 11:57:00 PM
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Have you ever felt the sudden urge to cry??... well tonite I just feel that I wanna cry....I dunno why I am back to this habit...Last time...I really want to appear FINE in front of the whole world...which caused me to cry every night....This time it is is about a Mixture of feelings....all combined into one. I feel so alone...and it just freaking me out coz I dunno who to reach.....??? Currently I am listening to "as long as you are there" by charice. This is also a SAD but every single word of it is describing my feelings right now....

Ya Allah..please give me peace of mind .....

Hakikat Bahagia...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/10/2012 02:00:00 PM
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Bahagia itu dari dalam diri
Kesannya zahir rupanya maknawi
Terpendam bagai permata di dasar hati

Bahagia itu ada pada hati
Bertakhta di kerajaan diri
Terbenam bagai mutiara di lautan nurani

Bahagia itu ada di jiwa
Mahkota di singgahsana rasa
Bahagia itu adalah suatu ketenangan

Bila susah tiada gelisah
Bila miskin syukur pada Tuhan
Bila sakit tiada resah di jiwa
Bukankah Tuhan telah berfirman
Ketahuilah dengan mengingati Allah
Jiwa kan menjadi tenang

Kebahagiaan itu suatu kesyukuran
Bila kaya jadi insan pemurah
Bila berkuasa amanah
Bila berjaya tidak alpa
Bila sihat tidak lupakan Tuhan

Hakikatnya bahagia itu
Adalah ketenangan
Bila hati mengingati Tuhan

Semua insan kan mengerti
Maksud terseni Ilahi
Itulah zikir yang hakiki

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Dear Wife by Ahmed Bukhatir

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/05/2012 07:18:00 PM
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This is so sweet... (^_^)
Hope that I can find a Man that at least will think like this...
Someone who can appreciate his other half...Insya Allah...
I know that I am not that perfect but at least,
I will promise to learn and try to be the best that I can....
Doakanlah yang terbaik... ^^!

غرباء - للمنشد محمد الس...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/05/2012 07:06:00 PM
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Confused

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/05/2012 06:31:00 PM
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Yes I am confused. I feel that this is like a Deja Vu.....
Finally I can see the guy that I really, really like (I thought)
I have been waiting for this moment for years...
I still remember ..there was a painful time when I can only see him from afar but knowing that he could never be by my side....
Now...he is giving me hope ...or maybe he is just having FUN with me...???
BUT...
Is this really gonna work??
Is this only because of 'LUST'?
A guy maybe cant even differentiate the word LOVE and LUST...or maybe it is COMBINED...
Between me and him..there will always be strange attraction...
Maybe because we are comfortable with each other...
Seriously I dont know...
I just hope that person will LOVE me for who I am...
The one who can accept me for being ME..
Deep down inside, I really respect the way he carry himself...
Sometimes I think that maybe I am just not good enough for this type of guy....??
With him...Strangely I feel SAFE...it was like being in a coccoon....
and I can just be ME.
The question is....
IS HE IN LOVE WITH ME??
I am done with FAKE promises...
I have to accept that a MAN can just promise whatever they want
But they might leave you for someone better....
Too sad to think about this right now...
HELP!!!!

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

kaulah segalanya.....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/04/2012 01:01:00 PM
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This song been my fave since long time ago...
First introduced by my BFF Norashikin... :)
Meaningful...Beautiful.....
Hope this 2012 will bring happier episodes..
and love-ties till Jannah...
Insya Allah....

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012

Posted by Lil' Sue at 1/04/2012 10:42:00 AM
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