Sunday, December 30, 2012

The Voice Within...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/30/2012 12:15:00 AM
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Monday, December 24, 2012

By My Side....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/24/2012 01:42:00 AM
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Love..Love....Love!!!!
I really love this song (^_^)

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Missing Piece....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/23/2012 05:33:00 PM
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I don’t know
What I’m looking for
But I’ll know
When I find it

There is a missing beat
Inside of me
The rhythm of my heart
Hits unevenly
There’s a missing piece
Inside of me..

(^_^)
I'll enjoy the journey of finding my missing piece...
From now on..
BE GRATEFUL...
For everything I have....

Saturday, December 22, 2012

(^_^)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/22/2012 08:39:00 PM
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Friday, December 21, 2012

Welcome on board baby...LE2905!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/21/2012 11:53:00 PM
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Welcome on board honey Bee.. (^_^)
I'm looking forward for my new life with you..

People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are.  I don't believe in circumstances.  The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if they can't find them, make them.  ~G.B. Shaw, Mrs. Warren's Profession, 1893

Thursday, December 20, 2012

키다리 아저씨...I love this song...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/20/2012 09:50:00 PM
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T-ARA - LIES MTV

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/20/2012 08:31:00 PM
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(Your) love is a lie.I'm going to miss your lies.
Come back again, your lies. All of them, (nothing but) lies.

Protecting your lies.
Without you and your lies, I cannot live.
If you're going to leave like this,
Why did you still make that promise to me?

If it's not you, I can't, I can't.
If it's not you, I don't want anything else.
Why am I still like this?
Why did you still take my hand?

How did it end up to this?
How is it like this?You can't do this.
You know that I can't feel anything, like this.

(Your) love is a lie. I'm going to miss your lies.
Come back again, your lies. All of them, (nothing but) lies.

Protecting your lies.
Without you and your lies, I cannot live.
If you're going to leave like this,
Why did you still make that promise to me?

You're telling me lies.
You can't ask me anything anymore.
What must I do?
What must I do, if you were to leave?

It used to be love.
Love that has gone cold.
You're very mean. You're very bad.
That's why I end up crying this way.

(Your) love is a lie. I'm going to miss your lies.
Come back again, your lies. All of them, (nothing but) lies.

Protecting your lies.
Without you and your lies, I cannot live.
If you're going to leave like this,
Why did you still make that promise to me?

Get out, your lies.
I won't look back at all your lies.
I won't look for them again, your lies.
All of them.

I'll forget the lies.
Our end has come, (through) your lies.
I won't think of it again,
Because without you, I can't be anything.

Nananana I feel like dying. Without you, I can't do anything.
Nananana I can't cry for a separation like this.
My my my heart is painful, I think I would go crazy.
I beg of you, that you come back to me once again.

Get Resilient To Face 2013!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/20/2012 11:02:00 AM
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(Extracted from Dr. Edwin Varo Article in Dec 2012)
 
Most people live lives of quiet desperation because they focus on things that they cannot control: outside events, things that happened in the past and what other people are thinking. As a result, they fail to focus on what they CAN control: their own beliefs, their own attitude, their own emotions, and their own behavior. Of these four things, by far the most important are your beliefs, because what you believe about work and life largely determines how you feel (your attitude and emotions) and what actions you take (your resulting behavior.)

Here are some personal beliefs that not only will propel you completely out of desperation but give you the emotional push to handle just about anything the workplace throws at you:

1. Today's success can breed tomorrow's failure if you let success make you complacent about staying motivated and moving forward.

2. You learn more from failure than from success. Failure renews your humility, sharpens your objectivity and makes you more resilient.

3. Goals that contain the phrase "I'll try..." are self-defeating. If you want goals that truly motivate you, you should use phrases like "I will" and "I must."

4. What holds most people back is fear of failure, but if you don't take action, you’ll fail by default, so what have you got to lose?

5. What you say reinforces what you think, so if something is about to come out of your mouth that doesn't serve your purpose, you should simply keep your mouth shut.

6. You are responsible for your own happiness, so when other people are unkind to you, it reminds you to be kind to yourself.

7. There are five magic words that make even the most difficult work situations easier to handle. Those magic words are: "Do not take it personally."

8. While there are situations where strong emotions are appropriate, most workplace situations are not worth even an ounce of misery.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Aishah Humairaa yang Comel...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/19/2012 12:01:00 PM
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Aegi Kyowo... (^_^)...Ini bukan anak saya tapi anak kawan saya. They just came back from vacation in South Korea...

This is Aisha Humaira... She's getting bigger day by day...and she already can do a lot of cute pose...
I think she just love being in camera ...hahhahaha...


Pandainya posing....
(^_^) Comelnyaaaaa.....Look at her expression...Seriously sebijik muka Kak Erna hahahahhaa...


Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Just my thought...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/18/2012 01:25:00 PM
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Monday, December 17, 2012

Multi-Tasking....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/17/2012 02:29:00 PM
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Honestly I am really TIRED. Now I understand why Gemini person always associated with RESTLESSNESS and multitasking activities.. I have applied for Exam leave from 13-18 Dec but everything seems to be very PACKED. I cant even have a chance to meet up with my friend...starting with exam in KK. The concert..fangirling session... window shopping in KK..and selecting the tiles for my house...everything need to be decided. Planning with my brothers and sisters...about their studies and stuff.. I am thankful that the Durians are growing so well at the backyard of our house... Seeing it made me realized how fast the TIME flies... I knew it took quite long to finish our house but along the way... I also learn about other things....

I am quite excited to see how the tiles can be installed and grateful for the 'Uncle in Wha Guan' for giving  us some discounts on the tiles..huhuhuhu.. I really appreciate the uncle help...we did not get the exact tiles that we want but replaced it by White + Pinkish marble look alike, hope it will turn to be BEAUTIFUL...we chose light color to feel that the living room is SPACIOUS... Home is the best place to hangout with families and loved ones.

And now I am cracking my head to finish my advance stats assignment. headache...seriously...huhhuhu.....and tomorrow is my paper for Deposits and Financing Operations of Islamic Banks...

I have no more energy but I have to go through this... Ganbatte Kudasai!!!





Saturday, December 15, 2012

Sungha Jung meet and greet at 1Borneo Kota Kinabalu

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/15/2012 02:20:00 AM
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I recorded this during the meet and greet session with Sungha Jung today (^_^).I was just in front of him. He is one of the most talented GUITARIST ever and he is just 16!!!...
Me and sister are going to his concert tomorrow...in Starcity Convention Hall, Kota Kinabalu...

Friday, December 14, 2012

Happy Friday...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/14/2012 11:01:00 AM
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Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Always Be My Baby .....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/12/2012 06:49:00 PM
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L.O.V.E!!!

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Alhamdulillah....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/11/2012 07:31:00 PM
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 There are a lot of stories behind this CAR. I am proud to say that LE2905 will be my very first car of my OWN. I thank ALLAH for all blessings in disguise and still giving me chance to improve myself.
Syukur Alhamdulillah....

Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya... (^_^)

I will never give up in MYSELF...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/11/2012 07:20:00 PM
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Sunday, December 9, 2012

The Odd Life of Timothy Green...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/09/2012 06:11:00 PM
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Director/writer Peter Hedges brings enchantment to the screen with The Odd Life of Timothy Green, an inspiring, magical story about a happily married couple, Cindy and Jim Green (Jennifer Garner and Joel Edgerton), who can't wait to start a family but can only dream about what their child would be like. When young Timothy (CJ Adams) shows up on their doorstep one stormy night, Cindy and Jim -- and their small town of Stanleyville -- learn that sometimes the unexpected can bring some of life's greatest gifts.

Today I bought this movie from Astro channel , it just caught my attention and I have big feelings that this story will give me an amazing feelings (^_^). You can never know when a miracle just knocking on your door... Just believe and it could be something ....MAGICAL... 

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Exams in December...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/08/2012 04:34:00 PM
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I am supposed to have my driving class today BUT I decided to postpone it by tomorrow....coz I am too TIRED to wake up in the morning. Tomorrow is my last class. I will make some homework about it tonight... Eg: How to do right handling in steering wheel...parking and the speed... etc...

First, I will complete my CIFP assignment. Will submit it by today and also my Entrepreneur assignment. Then I have to look at the advance statistics assignments. Accounting assignments also need to be done and finished by next week. 

All the best lil Sue...

Just talked with my sister just now.. we have to look beyond the horizons... maybe in future we can have the chance to study or live abroad for a while...seeing the world more..

Hang on.... I have to finish my MBA first.. aja aja fighting!!!

Remember to update my resume and my cover letter....!!! 



Friday, December 7, 2012

DONT...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/07/2012 12:47:00 AM
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Fly to your heart...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/07/2012 12:38:00 AM
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Watch all the flowers 
Dance with the wind 
Listen to snowflakes 
Whisper your name 

Feel all the wonder 
Lifting your dreams 
You can fly 

Fly to who you are 
Climb upon your star 
You believe you'll find your wings 
Fly to your heart 

Touch every rainbow 
Painting the sky 
Look at the magic 
Glide through your life 

A sprinkle of pixie dust 
Circles the night 
You can fly

Fly to who you are 
Climb upon your star 
You believe you'll find your wings 
Fly 

Everywhere you go 
Your soul will find a home
You'll be free
To spread your wings
Fly
You can fly
To your heart

Fly to the heights of all you can be
Soar on the hope of marvelous things

Fly to who you are 
Climb upon your star
You believe you'll find your wings
Fly

Everywhere you go 
Your soul will find a home
You'll be free
To spread your wings
Fly
You can fly
To your heart

Monday, December 3, 2012

Hello December....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/03/2012 11:43:00 PM
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Well..well..it is still HOT in Labuan....
I am thinking what should I be doing on the new year eve...???
May is asking me to tag along with her to Hong Kong / Macau this coming December
I have to decide whether I really wanna go for Sungha Jung's concert...this 14-15 Dec 2013

One of my cousin is getting married by this coming 23rd Dec 2012...
Hasya will also get married on 16 Dec 2012
Few more weddings might be around the first quarter of 2013...
I might just skipped few weddings...coz I have to do something for myself...
I might be the ' WEDDING PLANNER' for my sister...
I must do follow up and checking on my house constructions...
Lots of things to be monitored....

I am supposed to do my homework on Sukuk issuance by Khazanah but Omygod...
This so DRY and extremely bored me to the max!!! 
Seriously, It would be good being married with someone RICH enough 
to make me STAY at home and not going to 9-6 office hours....
'Slapping myself'...Dream ON!!! hahhahahha..
In this world, it is useless to think this way...
Remember, no one can really stay forever..
So, whatever that I want...
I must get it by myself...
It is so tiring but never put your life at stake just because of a man...

Through out the year of 2012
I had been broken really HARD...
It would be difficult to mend and trust again...
But I believe that I will rise again...
And I am looking forward for beautiful things in 2013..
Fighting!!!

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Miss A-I Don't Need A Man

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/27/2012 12:36:00 AM
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We present this to ALL proud women
Who refuse to make easy money
Who dont like to live on the money of their man..
Who dont like to live on the money of their PARENTS
This is ALL for the independent Laydees..
(^_^)
Inspiring...

Monday, November 26, 2012

Things to look forward in 2013

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/26/2012 10:08:00 AM
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Well.. I might be going to Seoul again next year around mid May. This time, I will go with my crazy chinggu- Munyra-shi who is persistently want to catch any Kang Gary oppa look alike around Seoul hahhahahahhaha (^_^). My lil sister Salwa also might tag along...This time, I will make sure that I bring enough medication to prevent rashes. Cuter pictures and outfits...hehehe..Light baggage and comfy shoes to move around....

I wish I can see world more. I know it requires a lot cash huhuhu... hope I can do something to boost up my $$$. In return, I will have chance to see the world more....

Another friend of mine wants me to tag along for his USA trip next year.. If I have the budget and time permits, I will be more than happy to visit LA and the NYC.



Sunday, November 25, 2012

BETRAYAL

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/25/2012 11:56:00 PM
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It just amazed that me that LJW said this out during the interview which was held recently. I knew some people can just anything just for their own selfish interest.....it means what he said is just FAKE. 

Well..well.. if people asked me what do I get from watching too much TV or korean dramas???...I can actually see how obvious people can change. How scary they may became. The drama in TV is always dramatic but remember that also based on a real life story. It is just being visualized to the TV screen. 

I dont know how to describe how much I HATE betrayal. When I saw this happening around me and also in the TV drama, it is making me SICK. Someone told me, dont watch TV soo much... it just a crappy things and made up. This is very unhealthy environment for me....The negative aura keep on coming one by one. Sigh.... Some STUPID male married their WIFE and suddenly having affair with another woman. How could he ignore his wife who had been there with him for years????  Taking care of his nonsense family affair...doing the dishes...sharing the ups and down but at last what she get is just his tantrum and his nasty words.....$^&*(&$&%*&(&*^(^&!!!!!

I am also so angry with myself. Once I have loved someone for years...I still remember....that he told me to my face that he got someone. I even running to catch him at the DAMN airport before he went overseas for his study. Thinking about it now, how could I grow my fondness to someone who NEVER appreciate what I did for him? How difficult it was for me to go to that extent????  Afterall...its seems that I was being MISLEAD for many times. Maybe by now....he is just too happy with his life and maybe ended up with someone he considers BETTER than me. It is ok to choose anyone he wants but It is so CRUEL for him to MISLEAD my feelings and pretended nothing is going on between US. Why should he try confuse me all the way from the beginning?? From what I see most men dont really grow up or matured. They dont know how to measure the implication that may cause from such actions...One day if they have daughters or younger sisters, I am pretty sure they will understand, if someone did that to their loved ones. I am sure KARMA will pay them out... What you did others you will definitely get it back...no matter in what forms...

I just cant believe that I have to say this on my blog, but I think it is easier since I dont really have anyone to share my feelings right now.

Even though that I am moving on... I found myself being so hard to TRUST... I cant even open up to my family about how I really feel, eventho I feel burdensome, as if mountains put on my chest but in front of them I have to appear Strong and Nothing matters. Difficult to say... HOW come I became like this??? I missed that little girl..strong...and very passionate about life..bubbly and able to put happy face all the time..... My childhood is not that great but at least I am so full with HOPE... Too bad, the negative peoples around me had almost tarnished me ...ruined me into pieces...

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Sudahi Semua Ini...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/24/2012 05:05:00 AM
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Sedih hatiku bila ku ingat saat itu
Kau pergi tinggalkan diriku semaumu
Tak ada bedanya dirimu dan dirinya
Campakkan aku, kau buang aku, tak peduli perasaanku

Sudahi semua ini, tak perlu ditangisi lagi, kini ku harus mengerti
Terlambat untuk kau sadari, semua ini sudah terjadi
Kau telah hancurkan cinta dan harapan di hati

Apa salahku, ku tak pernah dicintai
Aku memang tak sempurna tapi ku mau bertahan untukmu
Kau takkan mengerti hati yang telah terluka
Campakkan aku, kau buang aku, tak peduli perasaanku

Sudahi semua ini, tak perlu ditangisi lagi, kini ku harus mengerti
Terlambat untuk kau sadari, semua ini sudah terjadi
Kau telah hancurkan cinta , kau telah hancurkan harapan di hati

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Happenings in November...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/22/2012 11:27:00 AM
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I just relocated my Astro satellite today...so basically there will be another activity to kill my time in Labuan. Watching TV!!! Not a healthy habit to begin with hahahha... Well today I skipped class again because I just dont feel like going to class. Sorry...but I am just Tired...

I spoke with my lecturer on my intention to be part of the academician team. Maybe not now, but later after I finished my MBA degree. By thinking that I am going to spend around 3 years in the UK is always giving me something to look forward to...

Speak to the RIGHT people...!

Monday, November 19, 2012

Just my thought

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/19/2012 08:47:00 AM
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I need to teach my future children to be mo respectful to women...insya allah...

Friday, November 9, 2012

Sekiranya Aku Jatuh Cinta...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/09/2012 01:12:00 PM
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Ya Allah,
Jika aku jatuh cinta,
Cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu,
Agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintaiMu.

 
Ya Muhaimin,
Jika aku jatuh hati,
Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut padaMu,
Agar aku tidak terjatuh dalam jurang cinta nafsu.

Ya Rabbi,
Jika aku jatuh hati,
Jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripadaMu.
Ya Rabbul Izzati,
Jika aku rindu,
Rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalanMu.

Ya Allah,
jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu,
Janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirMu.
 
 
Ya Allah,
Jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu,

Jangan biarkan aku bertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang, menyeru manusia kepadaMu.
 
Ya Allah , jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihMu.
Jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakanMu.
Amin.
 
Source : Stanza Cinta.

But, before I really fall in love ,
Ya Allah, izinkanlah hamba untuk mencintaiMu selamanya dan kumohon janganlah Engkau berpaling daripadaku.Hamba ingin sentiasa mendekatiMu walaupun hamba seringkali mengecewakanMu. Amin.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

How to Make Damn Decision?

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/08/2012 10:58:00 AM
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Extracted from : www.minimalist.com
 
The first step in any journey is often the most difficult. This was true for our journey into minimalism. In this case, our first step had nothing to do with a task that we had to complete. Our first step was deciding. Or, rather, deciding that we wanted to make a significant change in our lives.
Making decisions is often difficult. And procrastination is easy, at least for the moment. But there is no reward in procrastination.

The most difficult part of creating a change is deciding to make that change at reality, it’s deciding when to take action, it’s when you know that you must make a decision in order to change your life.
This might sound like abstract nonsense or hyperbole, so let’s get more concrete.

Two Kinds of Decisions

Fundamentally, we believe that there are two kinds of decisions you can make: intellectual decisions and emotional decisions.
Intellectually, we knew that we wanted a change in our lives. We knew that we were unhappy, unsatisfied, and unfulfilled. We knew that we didn’t have freedom. Not real freedom. The problem is that we knew these things intellectually but not emotionally. We didn’t have the feeling in our guts that things must change. We knew they should change but the change wasn’t a must for us.

Should vs. Must

And so it’s just like anything else you tell yourself.
I should change.
I should work less.
I should get rid of all this junk.
I should exercise.
I should write more.
I should read more.
I should watch less TV.
I should, I should, I should.

Anthony Robbins has a good aphorism to describe all these shoulds in your life, he says that after a while you end up shoulding all over yourself. It may be an off color analogy, but it’s fitting because you really do feel like shit after you’ve put everything off for so long, after you’ve procrastinated over and over and over.

But once you understand these things on an emotional level, you are able to turn your shoulds into musts. We believe that is the pivotal point. That is when you get leverage. That is when you are compelled to take action.
Thus, a decision is not a real decision until it is a must for you, until you feel it on your nerve endings and it effects you at a cellular level, until you are compelled to take action. Once your shoulds have turned into musts, then you have made a real decision.

I must change.
I must stop wasting my money.
I must work less.
I must get rid of all this junk.
I must eat healthier food.
I must exercise.
I must write more.
I must read more.
I must watch less TV (or no TV at all).
I must, I must, I must.

Go back and say these things out loud. Seriously, don’t do anything else until you go back and say those musts out loud. Do you feel how much more powerful they feel than the same exact list of shoulds above? The should list is passive and defeated and lethargic and dead. The musts are alive and are filled with vigor and strength and energy. I must take action!
Now, your only exercise for today is simple, it’s to make your Must List. What are your musts? What must happen in your life for a fundamental change to occur? Take as much time as you need and write down all your musts.

I must…
I must…
I must…

We must take action. That’s what we decided when we started this journey. And you must take action too. (N.B. you will see our Must List when you get to day 2 of your journey).

Your first day on your journey isn’t even about taking action though (you’ll take action every day after today), but your first day is still your hardest day. Today is the day that you must decide things must change. You know, at least intellectually, that you are not happy with how things are in your life. But you can’t have it both ways. You can’t want it to be one way, when your actions are the other way. If your actions are not congruent with your desires, then you will never feel happy, never feel fulfilled, never be content.

Take a look at your Must List. Put that list somewhere where you will see it all the time. Now stop everything you are doing and make a decision. Make a decision to change your life, to live your life the way you want to live it. Don’t just think about the change intellectually, feel it in your gut. Know that you must change. Feel the change on your nerve endings.

Today is the best day of your life, because today is the day that everything changes. Today is the day that your shoulds turn into your musts. Today is the day you decide to take action. Today is the first day of the rest of your new life, your new minimalist life.

Friday, November 2, 2012

T-ARA Eun Jung...I'm coming to your cafe next year!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/02/2012 03:15:00 PM
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Hahhahaha.. at last!! Found the address to the cafe... Yeah.. for once I wanna experience the Gangnam Style.. But mostly I will prepare something for Eun Jung and her mom. 

Address : Seould-si Gangnam-gu Nonhyun-dong 93-10 1st floor!!!


I hope this address is correct!!

Eun Jungie.. Fighting!!!

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Spread my wings and fly...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/01/2012 03:45:00 PM
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Good news to hear that my dear friend will be residing in the UK for 2-3 years in Manchester... First of all, I will have reason to come back to the UK (^_^).... I am also in midst of finalising my MBA and my ongoing CIFP. This month is such a CRAZY time!!!. My mid term is coming ..(T_T) the accounting part is driving me crazy!! That is my worst nightmare. I still dont like the subject until now. 

I am seriously looking for many possibilities. I am quite frustrated that I cannot join my colleague giving talk in the University of Brunei. The date was clashed with my internal training That will be very good opportunity talking in front of foreigners and students. Congrats to my friend Nizam for giving his talk in Brunei. I really wish I could tag along but unfortunately I have to attend some crappy training in my office.

Anyway.. my applications now stands at 25 and one critical paper is giving me lot of headache.... Tonight I have study group with my friends and hopefully I can understand something about the managerial accounting. If my job is just studying, I think I could do better but due other distractions, my ability to focus dropped significantly.

All the best Lil' Sue... For the new year and new discovery...Cheers!!!!


Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Just a thought...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/31/2012 07:03:00 PM
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Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Word of Affirmation...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/30/2012 11:01:00 PM
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Again.. I have to RE-AFFIRM on my next project next year. I cant really be doing the same thing over and over  again. I am quite SUFFOCATED with my current workplace. I have to find something that can motivate me to do at my very best. I am currently pursuing for my MBA and CIFP. I knew it is hectic to do all things at once but I think this is my time. Otherwise, time flies and I dont even know what have I achieved. Well, I might not like what is my JOB right now. However, I need to motivate myself, so I can be happy around peoples. Get rid of stressful situation and exploring possibilities. 

I have my milestones for my next year projects. I just hope everything went well... 

Ganbatte Kudasai!!! (^_^)

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Thursday thought...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/25/2012 09:21:00 AM
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Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Boyz II Men - Doin' Just Fine...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/24/2012 06:57:00 PM
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Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Just came back from school...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/17/2012 10:43:00 PM
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"Definition of beauty: When your heart is so full of love, you can look beyond your own pain and see the bigger picture in your sacrifice. No one needs to understand why you about to take the next step. The only person who matters in this situation is YOU. As long as you feel this is right, others should respect your decision.."

Monday, October 15, 2012

Well said...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/15/2012 06:02:00 PM
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Dear my future half,
This is my belief since day one...
I know that someday I'll be looking at this phrase and said..
Yeah...that's ME..
All you have to say is...
"I will TRY my best to be by your your side..and I wont easily give up on US"

I am fully aware that NOTHING lasts forever...but at least 
that word will make me believe that 
you are for REAL...

Till then,
XOxo...

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Listen to me.....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/14/2012 10:42:00 PM
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Ok...this is gonna be very weird...Why am I writing this in the first place? But I cant help it coz no one can really understand about how I feel. It is crazier to be missing them....I wonder what would they be thinking without each other??? Well...But even though we all know that it’s two people putting on a show, a part of our minds can’t help but think, “what if…?” and that’s what makes ‘We Got Married’ so powerful. It’s why we, as viewers, knowingly fall for their trap every Saturday, when we sit in front of our televisions (or computer monitors) and tune in to this on-going drama, fully knowing it’s not going to have a happy ending.

Of course, I believe some of the mission were scripted and I know both of them are actor and actress. They are professional at cheating people with their acting skills. Last time, during the 1st season, I only watched Sangchu couple. I dont believe Hyun Joong can fake blushes.. If he can do it....then he is the best actor in faking such feelings !!!.. 

I can see why I can relate so much on Woojung couple. They seemed so natural and most of the scenes were almost like the everyday couple would probably doing.... But somehow this show indeed one of the cruellest show that I've ever seen. I heard some rumors about the TARA group bullying their team member. Eunjung was being dropped to be the main lead of a drama. This is so sad when the Woojung couple being aired in such a short time compared to other couple. There are articles saying that this also because of the scandal on Tara. I feel sorry for Eunjung for having troubled times which was not even proven to be right... 

Top 10 scenes that I enjoyed:
1. Lombok Trip- where Jangwoo sing Kiss me song (Hug me song) and wedding with family, not forgetting the swimming pool scene...where they embraced each other looking at the moonlight. Reminds me of my trip in Bali
2. Camping with Eunjung's mom
3. Jangwoo's mom visiting and the aeygo dance beep bo beep and the card that Eunjung wrote to Jangwoo's mom
4. Jangwoo and Eunjung Take me as I am duet
5. MV shooting and the scene when Eunjung massage Jangwoo's neck...I cant forget his look...lols!! hahhaha
6. Jangwoo's scary surprise for Eunjung...the cake "Thank you for being born... I love you"
7. Eunjung's birthday surprise for Jangwoo where she danced for him.
8. The dance in club scenes..cute!!!
9. All the jealousy scenes and when Jangwoo went to buy their drinks with his barefoot...
10. Last but not the least the ending where I cried so much... as tearful song that Jangwoo dedicated for Eunjung...

Enough for now, people might think I am crazy for being so into this WGM thingy...as much as I love Running Man, 1D2N and other variety shows... my heart still aching. Same feelings when I watched the last part of Sangchu couple in early 2009.  I still remember my new year ended with swollen eyes until morning...lols...


I dunno whether this is just me...but I really love the personality that Lee Jang Woo portrayed in WGM... plus he is so handsome...I think I have a soft heart towards a guy who sings for me...like he mean it... LJW has such a beautiful voice and I wish that at least the Woojung couple were having REAL fun while filming the show. At least, they knew each other well and maintained good relationship. Their mothers were really COOL. I am planning to become a COOL and supportive Mother in Law in the future hahahhaha... cool and cute mother in law hahahhahaha.....


Back to the real life.... I was having a deep talk with my good friend about her divorced parents. I think I could understand what her mother felt about the other B8*&% that stole away their dad. I am sorry for saying this, but nice girl always will be defeated by a mean bitch who didnt care about the feelings of the other damaged party. How could she possibly talked bad about the mother in front of the daughter? It is a common trend when a guy who has POWER and MONEY, this will be the best time to test his LOYALTY. If he went to someone else, means he is  an ASSHOLE.  For woman, you can test her loyalty and sincerity while having a MAN who has nothing. If she is willing to stay with despite of your current status despite of all your lacking, means she is a gem. You will regret if you let her go...

Hmm... my hard disk broken... I guess so many things broken this year.... Will I be able to recover the data??? Maybe it's good that I accidentally lost it ...I am not sure..really....!!! Actually I said this to one of my friend...I don't like when my friend try to MATCHMAKE me with anyone, especially anyone in the vicinity of my office. I am FULLY aware that I am SINGLE but that does not mean that I am just going to accept anyone.... I am trying to concentrate on my work and study, so I could go away from MALAYSIA for few years... Like my previous entry, I am seriously looking for the opportunity to further my study in the UK. I will just finish my MBA and slowly looking for potential university in the UK....


I put so many things on this entry...
Be Happy!

I'm gonna miss you guys...

"Molkang-Molkang!"

Eye Candy... (^_^)

I think...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/14/2012 05:16:00 PM
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Woojung Couple -- A Thousand Years

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/14/2012 01:28:00 PM
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"Thousand Years"

Saturday, October 13, 2012

Sweet....!!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/13/2012 05:43:00 PM
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Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Piles of work skyrocketing!!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/10/2012 07:35:00 PM
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Ooo emmm gee... This is just crazy as you can think about... I dont have words to describe how much work that I have to do now. 5 subjects and also there will be a legal review for the company!!! Hmmmm.... My head feels like exploding!!!

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

I Hate MAXIS!!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/09/2012 11:59:00 AM
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I just wanna say that I hate this telecommunication provider soooo much!!! They are giving me lots of head ache!!! How could they charge me RM250 for exceeding 1.7gig of internet usage???? Stupid blood sucking company!!! They are the most SUCKS and unreasonable telecommunication company that I ever met. I already cap my bills to RM 200 every month but they keep on charging me more and more. Misleading info and I am very unhappy with their CRAPPY and SHITTY excuses!!!

Monday, October 8, 2012

Crazy monday!!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/08/2012 09:45:00 AM
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Ok.. I am going to scold myself today!!! I woke up late and plus I have these weird music keep repeating in my head. I think I really love that song and it makes my heart flutters.. Ottokke?? I have lot more to do but that song still in my head. The voice that I want to forget... At least when I am in my workplace... I just think that I really love that song and that voice coz my unconcious mind still want it to be there... 

All of sudden, the urge to go to South Korea became more intense. This is very distracting.... Currently I have 5 subjects to conquer...and another upcoming talk in University of Brunei. Actually I am suppose not to have time to think about anything cheesy...especially a song... Well..I guess... I have fallen in LOVE with the song...hahhahaha....I cant help it.. (^_^)

I am suppose to finish piles of work and thats what Im gonna do now... Angel voice... Pls stop messing in my head for now...

Anyong....

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Lee Jang Woo - Words I couldn't bear to say....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/07/2012 01:17:00 PM
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Teary eyes...

10cm - 안아줘요 (Hold Me)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/07/2012 11:35:00 AM
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Translation Hug Me
On that rainy night
Underneath the same umbrella
You promised to give me something
Have you forgotten?

On hard and dizzy days
When I stumble, you promised to give me something
Have you forgotten?

Give me, give me, give it to me now
Give me, give me, just give it to me

Hug me hug me hug me
Please hug me
Hug me hug me hug me
Please hug me

From the start of work till it’s over
The boss that hates me
Kept saying bad things to me

Before I start to cry
I wanted to have a cup of coffee
But there’s no one to call

Give me, give me, give it to me now
Give me, give me, just give it to me

Hug me hug me hug me
Please hug me
Hug me hug me hug me
Please hug me

Till your back goes out
Till your collarbone breaks
Till your neck is sore
Till your entire body gets red

huhuu...why I kept on watching programme that definitely will end me up crying like crazy..????
I promised not to watch any of the WGM show but I did it again..
I thought I will no more affected...
If they were faking the show...
I must say that they are the best actor and actresses...



 

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