Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Marry You, Marry Me...KHJ New Single...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/21/2011 06:13:00 PM
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They looked simply awesome right?
It just looked really right...
But who knows...
Realistically...in life...maybe it may look ok in the surface but no one knows..what is the real character
Like my case... I had been deceived by the look in their eyes...
I was fooled by the tears and empty promises...

Anyway...
I wish that HB and HJ are for real...
Hope that I will find the Love of my life later..
Honestly I am still TRAUMATIZED ..
But I heard it will heal through TIME..
Insya Allah...

Sunday, December 18, 2011

I've been proposed & I'm engaged :D

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/18/2011 08:45:00 PM
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Seriously, this video is very sweet (^_^)... In my EMPTY heart, watching something like this still give me HOPE that Sincere Guy still exists out there...might be still looking for me...?? (Who knows?) hehehehehe... Someone just shared this link on my FB, I didnt knew this couple, but I am wishing them to be together till 'Jannah' Insya Allah....

I tell myself that I just keep on meeting WRONG or USELESS guys who do not know how to appreciate me...This time around, I will be more careful....


Monday, December 5, 2011

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had (Best Song Therapy)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/05/2011 11:38:00 PM
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I remembered when I have to endure the EMBARRASSMENT to organize a UNION party with my immediate families. The bad talks were beyond imagination. It is NOT even my OWN Home. There were a lot of things happened and so many sacrifices... The humiliation...the issues... At that time, I think I can face the mountain....with his existence but unfortunately that was only a MASK...or masquerade party I must say??? ?  Some people think that an engagement is just a STUPID vow made between two IDIOTS. If that person think engagement is just an easy thing...What made him a BETTER material for marriage???  But I thank GOD he showed his true colors before it went further...I bet it must be SUCKS to be Him right now.



What goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),
What goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),
I say what goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),
What goes around comes back around...

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right,
No lies, no wrong,
Boy I must have been out of my mind,
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you,
You showed your ass and I, I saw the real you!

Thank God you blew it,
Thank God I dodged the bullet,
I'm so over you
So baby go lookin' out!

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad,
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
You turned out to be the best thing I never had,
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had,
Oh yeah, I bet it sucks to be you right now!

So sad, you're hurt,
Boo hoo, oh did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears,
I guess that's why they ain't there,
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you,
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you!

Thank God you blew it,
Oh thank God I dodged the bullet,
I'm so over you,
Baby go lookin' out!

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad,
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
I say, you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Hmm and I'll never be the best thing you never had,
Oh baby I bet it sucks to be you right now!

I know you want me back,
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away,
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life,
Thank God I found the good in goodbye!

[Chorus]
Oh I used to want you so bad!
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
And I will always be the best thing you never had,
Ouhh best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad!
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Ouh I'll never be the best thing you never had,
Ohh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now!

(What goes around comes back around),
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now,
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now,
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now.

You are so FULL of yourself..Aren't you??

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/05/2011 10:07:00 PM
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I Promise....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/05/2011 11:49:00 AM
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My hands were shaking.....heavily, my hands looked pale....coz I just vomited whole thing that I just ate this morning....

I promise I dont want to go through something like this anymore.....

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Finale Ending

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/04/2011 10:24:00 PM
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Today..is the finale of the long awaited drama.... Sigh.. I always wanted to have a good ending but it is not a Happy Ending though. It seemed that the person that I waited for 7 years turned to be WORTHLESS. But it's okay.... ALLAH S.W.T is fair. He will get what he deserve.

I will forget ..but I will never FORGIVE him till the day I had my last breath....

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Permaisuri Hatiku

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/03/2011 08:47:00 PM
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Listen with your heart...
Nomu2 Sarangheyo.(^_^)

I Need My Heart Back....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/03/2011 07:45:00 PM
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This year indeed a TERRIBLE year for me...there were lots of things happened that affected my life... December is coming. Is this going to be the end of everything that I had planned earlier? Yeah...whatever it is...I will be prepared for all possibilities..... Rather than spending another 50 years with someone that cannot stick to their own vow... and always looking for someone else..maybe it is better to let them free. I just want someone who can accept me for who I am...Is it too hard?? I have been always thinking about all the positive things in life, even for something crazy. But one thing that I can never tolerate is a womanizer and someone yg cakap tak serupa bikin. Someone that I knew for years had been cheating and treating me like a DIRTS. Only God knows how I feel. Why must I am the one who give in to other people wants and needs??? I have huge responsibility to my family and I just hope that I really have someone that I can rely on with no condition.    I can rely to him when I am lonely, in good and bad times....when I have a bad hair day...when I cannot fit my usual dress...someone who can be with me to go through the ups and down in life. We can argue all day...he might not like my korean series but I need someone who wont just walk away or find someone else just because I am not by his side. Someone who will never get hold of my hand for someone else..... 

I am Very SAD and I am not sure whether anyone understand how I feel inside. Even when I wrote this entry my tears been dropping like hell... I really really hate this!!!!  I know that nothing lasts forever but at least I did not expect people to treat me like TRASH.  Coz I never imagine to do that to anyone. Well...I might want to delay my study coz I cannot cope with my emotion plus my new porfolio... From this moment, I will love myself more....and live on... I have prayed to GOD every single day, so just wait and see what GOD has prepared for them....

I wish that I have someone here that I can share my tears with...I am grateful for my friends for reminding me that I am an amazing person, precious enuff to be treasured forever. Good heart, educated, well spoken, self driven, visionary, adaptable and whole lot more... Thanks gurls... Hugs..hugs... Some beautiful day, I will be back on track...and stand up once again...

Aja Aja Fighthing Lil Sue!!!! You can give up on anything else..but not yourself... I always knew that I deserve more than a sly scumbag.... I am WORTH more than that....

Friday, December 2, 2011

Isteri Cerdik Yang Solehah

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/02/2011 11:22:00 AM
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Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia istri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Pandangan kita diperteguhkan
Menjadikan kita tetap pendirian
Ilmu yang diberi dapat disimpan
Kita lupa dia mengingatkan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Nasihat kita dijadikan pakaian
Silap kita dia betulkan
Penghibur diwaktu kesunyian
Terasa ramai bila bersamanya

Dia umpama tongkat sibuta
Bila tiada satu kehilangan
Dia ibarat simpanan ilmu
Semoga kekal untuk diwariskan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia istri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Dia umpama tongkat sibuta
Bila tiada satu kehilangan
Dia ibarat simpanan ilmu
Semoga kekal untuk diwariskan
(isteri cerdik yang sholehah)

Dia umpama tongkat sibuta
Bila tiada satu kehilangan
(isteri cerdik yang sholehah)
Dia ibarat simpanan ilmu
Semoga kekal untuk diwariskan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Ps- I remember last time, I always to listen to this song and it really inspired me to become someone better. Which I wish that the other half of me can guide to become one as well. I will pray to Allah to find me someone that really can guide me to be better person...

KARMA

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/02/2011 11:11:00 AM
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Anyone of you believe in KARMA? When people say what goes around comes around...I never think that I would personally say this to someone else....With huge determination, I will put my 200% faith on it....Coz I think I did not do SEVERE damage to other people's life. All I want is a SIMPLE LIFE and be successful in my career. Well...it has been the TOUGHEST year for me so far.. with so many things happened and so many incidents...This year I am changing my work portfolio, doing my MBA and completing my House. 

How could someone that I TRUST...just betray me like this? How could someone that very dear to my heart just torn my heart into thousands pieces...??? With the blink of eyes, he just turned everything to NOTHING. At this moment, I feel that I have CURSED him with so many things that beyond people imagination. I just hope that ALLAH will help me to ease this pain and give him his DESERVE punishment. 

" Ya ALLAH... Sesungguhnya (.....) ini zalim padaku. Aku mohon balasan yang setimpal ke atas MEREKA. Serta bantulah aku keluar dari kesusahan ini.. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin...."
 

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