Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Marry You, Marry Me...KHJ New Single...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/21/2011 06:13:00 PM
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They looked simply awesome right?
It just looked really right...
But who knows...
Realistically...in life...maybe it may look ok in the surface but no one knows..what is the real character
Like my case... I had been deceived by the look in their eyes...
I was fooled by the tears and empty promises...

Anyway...
I wish that HB and HJ are for real...
Hope that I will find the Love of my life later..
Honestly I am still TRAUMATIZED ..
But I heard it will heal through TIME..
Insya Allah...

Sunday, December 18, 2011

I've been proposed & I'm engaged :D

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/18/2011 08:45:00 PM
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Seriously, this video is very sweet (^_^)... In my EMPTY heart, watching something like this still give me HOPE that Sincere Guy still exists out there...might be still looking for me...?? (Who knows?) hehehehehe... Someone just shared this link on my FB, I didnt knew this couple, but I am wishing them to be together till 'Jannah' Insya Allah....

I tell myself that I just keep on meeting WRONG or USELESS guys who do not know how to appreciate me...This time around, I will be more careful....


Monday, December 5, 2011

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had (Best Song Therapy)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/05/2011 11:38:00 PM
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I remembered when I have to endure the EMBARRASSMENT to organize a UNION party with my immediate families. The bad talks were beyond imagination. It is NOT even my OWN Home. There were a lot of things happened and so many sacrifices... The humiliation...the issues... At that time, I think I can face the mountain....with his existence but unfortunately that was only a MASK...or masquerade party I must say??? ?  Some people think that an engagement is just a STUPID vow made between two IDIOTS. If that person think engagement is just an easy thing...What made him a BETTER material for marriage???  But I thank GOD he showed his true colors before it went further...I bet it must be SUCKS to be Him right now.



What goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),
What goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),
I say what goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),
What goes around comes back around...

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right,
No lies, no wrong,
Boy I must have been out of my mind,
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you,
You showed your ass and I, I saw the real you!

Thank God you blew it,
Thank God I dodged the bullet,
I'm so over you
So baby go lookin' out!

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad,
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
You turned out to be the best thing I never had,
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had,
Oh yeah, I bet it sucks to be you right now!

So sad, you're hurt,
Boo hoo, oh did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears,
I guess that's why they ain't there,
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you,
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you!

Thank God you blew it,
Oh thank God I dodged the bullet,
I'm so over you,
Baby go lookin' out!

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad,
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
I say, you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Hmm and I'll never be the best thing you never had,
Oh baby I bet it sucks to be you right now!

I know you want me back,
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away,
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life,
Thank God I found the good in goodbye!

[Chorus]
Oh I used to want you so bad!
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
And I will always be the best thing you never had,
Ouhh best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad!
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Ouh I'll never be the best thing you never had,
Ohh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now!

(What goes around comes back around),
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now,
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now,
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now.

You are so FULL of yourself..Aren't you??

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/05/2011 10:07:00 PM
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I Promise....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/05/2011 11:49:00 AM
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My hands were shaking.....heavily, my hands looked pale....coz I just vomited whole thing that I just ate this morning....

I promise I dont want to go through something like this anymore.....

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Finale Ending

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/04/2011 10:24:00 PM
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Today..is the finale of the long awaited drama.... Sigh.. I always wanted to have a good ending but it is not a Happy Ending though. It seemed that the person that I waited for 7 years turned to be WORTHLESS. But it's okay.... ALLAH S.W.T is fair. He will get what he deserve.

I will forget ..but I will never FORGIVE him till the day I had my last breath....

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Permaisuri Hatiku

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/03/2011 08:47:00 PM
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Listen with your heart...
Nomu2 Sarangheyo.(^_^)

I Need My Heart Back....

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/03/2011 07:45:00 PM
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This year indeed a TERRIBLE year for me...there were lots of things happened that affected my life... December is coming. Is this going to be the end of everything that I had planned earlier? Yeah...whatever it is...I will be prepared for all possibilities..... Rather than spending another 50 years with someone that cannot stick to their own vow... and always looking for someone else..maybe it is better to let them free. I just want someone who can accept me for who I am...Is it too hard?? I have been always thinking about all the positive things in life, even for something crazy. But one thing that I can never tolerate is a womanizer and someone yg cakap tak serupa bikin. Someone that I knew for years had been cheating and treating me like a DIRTS. Only God knows how I feel. Why must I am the one who give in to other people wants and needs??? I have huge responsibility to my family and I just hope that I really have someone that I can rely on with no condition.    I can rely to him when I am lonely, in good and bad times....when I have a bad hair day...when I cannot fit my usual dress...someone who can be with me to go through the ups and down in life. We can argue all day...he might not like my korean series but I need someone who wont just walk away or find someone else just because I am not by his side. Someone who will never get hold of my hand for someone else..... 

I am Very SAD and I am not sure whether anyone understand how I feel inside. Even when I wrote this entry my tears been dropping like hell... I really really hate this!!!!  I know that nothing lasts forever but at least I did not expect people to treat me like TRASH.  Coz I never imagine to do that to anyone. Well...I might want to delay my study coz I cannot cope with my emotion plus my new porfolio... From this moment, I will love myself more....and live on... I have prayed to GOD every single day, so just wait and see what GOD has prepared for them....

I wish that I have someone here that I can share my tears with...I am grateful for my friends for reminding me that I am an amazing person, precious enuff to be treasured forever. Good heart, educated, well spoken, self driven, visionary, adaptable and whole lot more... Thanks gurls... Hugs..hugs... Some beautiful day, I will be back on track...and stand up once again...

Aja Aja Fighthing Lil Sue!!!! You can give up on anything else..but not yourself... I always knew that I deserve more than a sly scumbag.... I am WORTH more than that....

Friday, December 2, 2011

Isteri Cerdik Yang Solehah

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/02/2011 11:22:00 AM
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Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia istri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Pandangan kita diperteguhkan
Menjadikan kita tetap pendirian
Ilmu yang diberi dapat disimpan
Kita lupa dia mengingatkan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Nasihat kita dijadikan pakaian
Silap kita dia betulkan
Penghibur diwaktu kesunyian
Terasa ramai bila bersamanya

Dia umpama tongkat sibuta
Bila tiada satu kehilangan
Dia ibarat simpanan ilmu
Semoga kekal untuk diwariskan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia istri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Dia umpama tongkat sibuta
Bila tiada satu kehilangan
Dia ibarat simpanan ilmu
Semoga kekal untuk diwariskan
(isteri cerdik yang sholehah)

Dia umpama tongkat sibuta
Bila tiada satu kehilangan
(isteri cerdik yang sholehah)
Dia ibarat simpanan ilmu
Semoga kekal untuk diwariskan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Isteri cerdik yang solehah
Penyejuk mata penawar hati penajam fikiran
Di rumah dia isteri di jalanan kawan
Di waktu kita buntu
Dia penunjuk jalan

Ps- I remember last time, I always to listen to this song and it really inspired me to become someone better. Which I wish that the other half of me can guide to become one as well. I will pray to Allah to find me someone that really can guide me to be better person...

KARMA

Posted by Lil' Sue at 12/02/2011 11:11:00 AM
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Anyone of you believe in KARMA? When people say what goes around comes around...I never think that I would personally say this to someone else....With huge determination, I will put my 200% faith on it....Coz I think I did not do SEVERE damage to other people's life. All I want is a SIMPLE LIFE and be successful in my career. Well...it has been the TOUGHEST year for me so far.. with so many things happened and so many incidents...This year I am changing my work portfolio, doing my MBA and completing my House. 

How could someone that I TRUST...just betray me like this? How could someone that very dear to my heart just torn my heart into thousands pieces...??? With the blink of eyes, he just turned everything to NOTHING. At this moment, I feel that I have CURSED him with so many things that beyond people imagination. I just hope that ALLAH will help me to ease this pain and give him his DESERVE punishment. 

" Ya ALLAH... Sesungguhnya (.....) ini zalim padaku. Aku mohon balasan yang setimpal ke atas MEREKA. Serta bantulah aku keluar dari kesusahan ini.. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin...."

Thursday, November 24, 2011

I'm Yours- My Night Lullaby...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/24/2011 11:21:00 PM
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You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

You healed these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went week and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours

Monday, November 21, 2011

Statue-Lil Eddie

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/21/2011 12:04:00 PM
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When a day is said and done, 
In the middle of the night and your fast asleep, my love.  
Stay awake looking at your beauty,  
telling myself Im the luckiest man alive 
Cause so many times I was certain you was gonna walk out of my life (life)  
Why you take such a hold of me girl  
when Im still trying to get my act right.
What is the reason, 
when you really could have any man you want,  
I dont see, what I have to offer.  
I shouldnt be in season, guess you could see I had potential. 
Do you know your my miracle?
Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you, Got me frozen in my tracks. So amazed how you take me back, Each and everytime our love collapsed Statue, stuck staring right at you, So when Im lost for words, Everytime i disappoint you, Its just cause I cant believe, That youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue) Dont wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue)
Ask myself why is you even with me,  
After all the shit I put you through,  
Why did you make your heart song wit me Its like youre living in an igloo  
But baby your love is so warm it makes my shield melt down (down), And everytime were both at war, You make me come around.
What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want  
I dont see, what I have to offer for. 
I shouldnt be in season,guess you could see I had potential.  
Do you know your my miracle?
Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you, 
Got me frozen in my tracks.  
So amazed how you take me back, Each and everytime our love collapsed.  
Statue, stuck staring right at you,  
So when Im lost for words, Everytime i disappoint you, Its just cause I cant believe,  
That youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue) 
Dont wanna lose you, no. 
(Stuck like a statue) And youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue) 
Dont wanna lose you, never. (Stuck like a statue)
Every single day of my life I thank my lucky stars,  
God really had to spend extra time, when he sculptured your heart.  
Cause theres no explanation,cant solve the equation  
Its like you love me more than I love myself.
Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you, 
Got me frozen in my tracks.  
So amazed how you take me back,  
Each and everytime our love collapsed.  
Statue, stuck staring right at you,  
So when Im lost for words, everytime i disappoint you Its just cause I cant believe,  
That youre so beautiful. (You are the reason,)  
Stuck like a statue. (The reason for living,) 
Dont wanna lose you, no. (The reason for breathing)  
Stuck like a statue.
(Youre so beautiful)  
And youre so beautiful. (And I want you to feel it) Stuck like a statue. 
(Cause so bad Im needing)  
Dont wanna lose you, no. (Youre the reason for breathing)  
Stuck like a statue. (Youre so beautiful)
When a day is said and done,  
And in the middle of the night youre fast asleep, my love...
Im the luckiest man alive...

Monday, November 14, 2011

Sorry for the stupid things - Babyface (with lyrics)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/14/2011 01:07:00 AM
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How I wish someone would dedicate a song like this for me...but till now I still could not find it...

Sunday, November 13, 2011

"Got to Go"

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/13/2011 03:13:00 PM
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Saturday, November 12, 2011

Tribute to Nizam & Aida (I Do)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/12/2011 06:14:00 PM
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First of all I would like to congratulate Nizam and his fiance... for their engagement... (^_^) (I hear the wedding bell will be coming soon...hehehhe)

For a romantic freak like me...I think Nizam's proposal was really 'TOUCHING'  Lols...you did it Bro...!!!! Of course you are LUCKY coz Aida said 'I DO' hahahahhaha.... We have been teasing Nizam for the whole day. In my personal view, not all man have the gut to say this publicly... Eventhough Nizam have said it in Facebook... Still, I think this is so SWEET... (@_@)....

As a girl I think it is very important to FEEL that 'I am the only one' in your life and 'I only have eyes on you'. This is to kill the insecurity that we have inside. The feeling that we want to hold till the end of our life, the simple word, yet has so much power to hold on to.

Last but not least.... I sincerely hope that both of you will be together till eternity.... May God Bless and lets be thankful for what we have each and every day...

Till then XoXo... (^_^)


Monday, November 7, 2011

Quote for Today

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/07/2011 11:03:00 PM
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When someone broke your Heart...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/07/2011 12:08:00 AM
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If you are suffering from broken heart syndrome give this a read. May Allah soothe ur bruised hearts and may his remembrance comfort you and May he (swt) bless you with someone who deserves a precious pearl like you ameen summa ameen.


Love is a powerful, compelling emotion. It can make you laugh and it can make you cry. It can lift you up to the clouds and it can hurl you into an abyss. One of the dilemmas Muslims face, especially Muslim sisters, is the situation in which they get to know a prospective spouse and for some reason it does not work out.

This article is not discussing the fiqh behind getting to know your prospective spouse, as it is common for a couple to have a few “halaal” meetings and still fall deeply in love. Rather, this article deals with how to get over someone and moving on after the falling in love stage. After you have decided that this person is the one for you and then due to circumstances - be it parents, finances, etc., the two of you cannot get married. Insha Allah this article will be a guide on how to get over that person and move on with your life.

Step 1: Accepting Allah’s Qadr

This has got to be one of the toughest tests of qadr. Love muddles your mind and when all you see are the good characteristics of someone it is difficult to see why it is not working out, especially if this is your first real love. How can this brother who is practicing his deen, has a nice beard, soft and caring be wrong for me? How can this sister who is attractive, fun and religious not be my perfect partner?

The key concept to remember here is: you do not know someone until you have lived with them for a substantial time. Even that person does not know what they are like and how they will react in certain situations. Just because you have these elated feelings of love does not necessarily mean this is the right person. Marriage is a struggle and people develop themselves and change with the experience. Only Allah knows your compatibility, only Allah knows what situations you will face and your reactions. Only Allah knows whether or not this marriage will bring you closer to Him or distract you from the real purpose in life. It is only Allah who knows. Have trust in Allah that He has made the right choice for you. For no matter how much this person claims their love for you or vice versa, know that no one can love you as much as Allah.

So firstly, make dua to Allah to ease your pain and help you be content with His qadr. The following is my favorite Hadith regarding qadr as it really fills you with the awe of Allah and His infinite wisdom.

“Allah `azza wa jall said: ‘Verily, from amongst My slaves is he whose faith cannot be rectified except by being inflicted with poverty, and were I to enrich him, it would surely corrupt him. Verily, from amongst My slaves is he whose faith cannot be rectified except by wealth and affluence, and were I to deprive him, it would surely corrupt him. Verily, from amongst My slaves is he whose faith cannot be rectified except by good health, and were I to make him sick, it would surely corrupt him. Verily, from amongst My slaves is he whose faith cannot be rectified except by disease and illness, and were I to make him healthy, it would surely corrupt him. Verily, from amongst My slaves is he who seeks worship by a certain act but I prevent that from him so that self-amazement does not enter his heart. Certainly, I run the affairs of My slaves by My Knowledge of what is in their hearts. Certainly, I am the All-Knower, All-Aware’.” [Tabarani]

Step 2: Awareness of the love-drug syndrome

An interesting study was conducted comparing drug users to people who claimed to be “madly in love”. They found that brain scans showed people who are in the first stages of love and people who are high on cocaine have the same areas of the brain stimulated while looking at a picture of their “beloved”. In other words, being in the first stage of love is similar to being high on drugs! With drugs, you are not in love with the powder itself – you are in love with the feelings that it gives you.

Similarly, the thing that we love is the special attention, the butterflies in the stomach, the acknowledgment that someone cares about us in a special way, looks at us in a special way, thinks about us in a special way – the constant day dreaming about the future and daily scenarios. So it is not that this person is perfect, it is that this person allows us to feel all these emotions which are addictive. In reality we are not in love with the person, we are in love with Love itself.

Being in love with Love explains how some people overlook major faults in their prospective spouse. I knew a practicing sister who wanted to marry someone who had a drug and alcohol problem. This was because in both cases these “faults” were discovered during the first butterfly phase of love and not before. Alhamdulilah, by the qadr of Allah the marriage did not take place, but it was due to circumstances, not because the sister had realised that they were not a suited match.

Awareness of this love-drug syndrome has two major benefits. Firstly, awareness is power and it breeds hope. Once you are aware that it is the feelings you are attached to, realise you can actually get them elsewhere. 

These feelings are not specific to this one person; you will get these feelings with your new, more suitable prospective partner – the one that Allah will put into your life at the right time insha Allah. Love clouds your mind and makes you think that you will not find this strong love and passion with anyone else. But this is simply not true. You will find this love to be even stronger and more passionate with the right person (the one that is written for you in the Lahw al Mahfooz).

The second benefit is knowing that just like a drug-user naturally has withdrawal symptoms when they stop, you too will naturally have withdrawal symptoms, and it will be difficult. Getting over someone is emotionally painful so don’t be too hard on yourself, validate your feelings and allow yourself time to heal. Know that this is common – nearly everyone goes through heartache at some point in their lives, and eventually recover with time.

As a side point: It is not a sin to fall in love; it is a natural emotion which the human species depends on! If you did sin in the process then repent to Allah, He is the Most Forgiving, Most Merciful. Love is a powerful emotion, which is why there are boundaries in Islam. If you have fallen outside those boundaries, repent and move on.

Step 3: Be proactive

Allow yourself time but also get proactive! Marriage is just one of the many aspects of your life; it is not the be all and end all of things. What are your aspirations? What do you want to achieve in your life? Write down a list of goals you want to achieve by the end of the month and get started on them right away. As Muslims, our continuous goal is striving to get closer to Allah, so working on your eman and your relationship with Allah must be included in some way. Focus your attention on moving forward rather than wasting time with something that “could have been”.

Step 4: Move on

In the spirit of being proactive, the last stage is to actively open your heart and mind to someone else. This could be difficult, as naturally comparisons will creep in, but again realise the fact that it has not worked out means that Allah has someone better suited for you. As illustrated in the famous Hadith of the birds:

“If you depend on Allah with due reliance, He would certainly give you provision as He gives it the birds who go forth hungry in the morning and return with a full belly at dusk.” [Tirmidhi]

Allah will provide for you but you have to get up and get moving again. Just like the birds, go out and seek. Make the effort on your part and leave the rest to Allah and His infinite wisdom.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

FORGET

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/05/2011 02:12:00 AM
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Friday, November 4, 2011

Matters of Heart...(HELP NEEDED)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 11/04/2011 03:49:00 PM
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Dear All,

I am ANGRY and I need some advices to cool down my anger.
I need help to figure about some things ....it is related to MEN...
I just do not understand about what is their real motives in a relationship...Maybe anyone of you can just share or maybe clarify to me what this is all about? Of course all girls would dream they will be the only one for that person's life..But if that no longer apply...what should we do? Do we have to accept just because we love the idiot MAN? or what?? especially when you have sacrificed a lot of time on it? 
Sometimes it is easy to say that "I am letting this go"...but is it for the best???
Some MEN are still in relationship but he already had an affair with someone else...It just cant be registered in my conscious mind.... where is their sense of respect to their partner?
For that WOMAN out there who happen to be in between of other people relationship, you should think about putting yourself to that person's shoes...what if you are that person who you Love did the same thing to you? What would you do? Dun tell me that you are not Hurt, Bitch!
All I know that this is gonna HURT a lot especially for WOMAN who only love one person in their life....
Is it WORTH to jeopardize life for a scumbag like this?? Yes, we do make mistakes but that may not be an EXCUSE to cheat your partner or trying to develop feelings for someone else....

At least, be brave enuff to confront her...make her REALIZE before it is too late...this is what MEN are made for.. LEAD to be better...
Some people may think 6 years is too long...but what if that 6 years worth for another 30-50 years of your Life? Isnt it worth to be considered and try to rectify things before it is getting WORSE? Some MEN are too SELFISH and think that pursuing another lady will be the SHORTCUT to their own Happiness....

Well..I think I said this enuff...

Monday, October 31, 2011

Strength and Courage

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/31/2011 12:18:00 PM
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 It takes strength to share a friend's pain,
It takes courage to feel your own pain.

It takes strength to hide your own pain,
It takes courage to show it and deal with it.

It takes strength to stand guard,
It takes courage to let down your guard.

It takes strength to conquer,
It takes courage to surrender.

It takes strength to endure abuse,
It takes courage to stop it.

It takes strength to stand alone,
It takes courage to lean on a friend.

It takes strength to love,
It takes courage to beloved.

It takes strength to survive,
It takes courage to live.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Something to ponder

Posted by Lil' Sue at 10/21/2011 02:47:00 AM
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Sunday, September 18, 2011

Oupus Oku Om Lumangad - Aprilz

Posted by Lil' Sue at 9/18/2011 02:19:00 PM
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Friday, September 16, 2011

Still, Marry Me...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 9/16/2011 08:05:00 PM
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Well... It is raining outside.. so I just grab any DVD that I have not watched. I hope the storyline is interesting as portrayed by my boss. Not just because of the handsome actor Kim Bum.  I just started watching the first episode...BUT it was already a HEARTWRENCHING episode..What a DAY !!!!! I am wasting my time adoring the guy who just proposed. I wish that I can experience such thing.... I dunno...in real Life men suddenly stopped being Romantic?? I wish I have the eagerness...the butterfly in the stomach when a guy Propose... But I think...It's not gonna happen... Sigh....

The storyline in a bout women in their thirties...trapped in their ambition and dreams. Hoping to find a True Love...but the first episode already spoiled with the guy cheated on his girlfriend....huh??? I can imagine that feelings..... Anyway I will continue to watch this series.

Happy Malaysia Day!!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 9/16/2011 05:50:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2011

All about Life...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 8/24/2011 12:53:00 AM
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Hmmm.. Today was my one the most difficult night that I ever had. One of my friend is asking for a favor from me and now I'm in BIG dilemma. I would want to help but I also have my own priority which is my FAMILY. That favor will affect a lot in my decision making and problem solving issues. Tomorrow I will see whether there is a possibility or not.  Of course we cannot predict the future and there will be ups and down in life. I truly understand the feeling of needing desperate help. But honestly no one is really helping when I am in need. I have to stay positive and think carefully about what is my ultimate decision. Sigh....

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Sami Yusuf - Asma Allah

Posted by Lil' Sue at 8/07/2011 10:38:00 PM
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Ramadhan Kareem...
Soothing music for the soul ^^
I am still mesmerized by his voice...
By listening to this always gave me inner peace...

Friday, August 5, 2011

Happenings in July!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 8/05/2011 02:26:00 PM
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Gosh...it's been awhile that I did not update my blog...!!^^ It started with my business trip to Jakarta starting from 16-21st July. Followed by my family day in Nexus Karambunai. After that my cousin's wedding..Sigh..it has been a hectic month with tensions and excitement of course!!^^ 

What can I say about Jakarta? Well..Staying in Shangri-La was not that bad...Beautiful landscape but the city was known as 'Jammed city' lols...Can u imagine two lane of road became four or five? Quite scary I must say...First day at Shangri-La I was mesmerized by the ballroom setting. It was designed for a wedding... It was supposed to be our rekki trip to our meeting rooms but it was still occupied with the wedding setting...Purple...with the ceiling covered with sakura and trees....and also with the beautiful lanterns. It was really GORGEOUS!!!! If only I could have that for my wedding..(In my dreams..hahaha..the price of fresh flowers are DAMN expensive...it can reach 15k just to decorate a hall) My heart was aching so much to see the beauty beyond words kinda thing that I cannot have...hahahahha....so pathetic!!! :p (ok..I'm starting to exaggerate!!..it would be inhuman for me to ask for bunch of money for a flowers like that...of course if I have...I would be living in my dream hahahhaa)

For the record..It was really cool to see our governor (Tan Sri Zeti Akhtar Aziz) in person...I can see her charismatic personality while speaking to the press (It was pretty serious though....) My handphone was out battery at that moment...I was only able to snap few pix..through my boss handphone...



The boring part (meetings and being a secretariat to catch the delegates) One of them is missing in action and it had caused a panic when the panel discussion was about to start...hahahha!! Sigh..finally he appeared!!!




After the meeting I shoot back to KK for our family day...It's tiring but very rewarding when we got all the compliments from the staff saying that this is the best family day ever!!! (^_^) This is because the cooperation between the committee members.This was my first time in Karambunai. I love the seaview and the place is really nice. Maybe someday I will come again..^_^
I was in karambunai hahahhah

The week after I came back for my cousin's wedding... Sigh...Damn tired!!!

We asked them to pose like this...lols...
I look TIRED
I think I have summed have pretty much about what's goin on on July....(^_^) 

Friday, July 1, 2011

Year to cherish...and experience the new vibe from the other side of world...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 7/01/2011 12:05:00 PM
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I have bought ticket to somewhere far..hahaha..not really that far but it will take a day to reach that place...I'm gonna spend around 10 days wandering and experiencing the people and culture there...This time not Korea again!!! hahahhaa.. I will tell you guys once everything confirmed. But I would love to come to Korea again anytime soon...

Next year I already plan to go to California... Thank you to Kak Mai darling for giving a 'green light' to hang around at her place...everything still not confirmed but it is soo exciting to look forward (^_^)...

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Cola Kiss or Ice cream kiss?

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/29/2011 10:13:00 PM
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Omoooo...I really love this kind of drama ..it left me with giddiness...feeling excited for nothing exactly hahhahaha...only those who felt the same can 'feel' what I feel. Basically..nothing new about this drama...rich guy..meeting ordinary gurl and fell deeply in love...and of course 'HAPPY ENDING'....I am programmed to watch this kind of drama..it's not that I refuse to face the reality...My daily life already dull..while I am doing something that that I dont really enjoy...But this kind of drama actually act like a remedy for my wounded heart...When I feel unhappy...it can make me smile...at least...It is so cute to see the cola kiss and the ice cream kiss...I wonder can someone really be like that??? totally sweet....^^!!!!  

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Family Vacation Planning

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/22/2011 12:05:00 PM
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I have been planning for a trip to Hong Kong Disneyland this year (^_^) Been very busy with work and hopefully this time we can enjoy together...I bet my brothers and sisters will be thrilled with the idea of meeting Mickey Mouse for the 1st time...hehehehe...I think it will be bit costly but I really want this to happen.. (^_^)...Jia You!!!! Of course...still waiting for some confirmation before I start to book everything... 

Yeay!!!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Weekend Assignments...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/18/2011 03:51:00 PM
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It's weekend and I found myself stuck with articles like "Insurance Industry Outlook - High Hurdles loom in 2011 and beyond" and few more with ..While everybody is busy with their weekend gateway, here I am reading these serious stuff for my monday assignment....

Actually...my boss has gone to perform umrah so I am left alone with my director and I have to assist her on doing some tasks... (Boring stuff..) here's some lists for my further actions:

i)Slides Presentations
ii)Family Day in Karambunai Resort including the performance arrangements
iii) Logistic arrangements in Jakarta

Currently I am in Labuan Old Town...trying to escape from the heat outside!!! The weather is so hot nowadays....

Anyway..Jia You to myself..Aja Aja Figthing!!!!



Saturday, June 11, 2011

Beyonce- Listen

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/11/2011 03:01:00 PM
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Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[Chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known oh
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

[Chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known oh
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

OH now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own

My Own

About Shannon Williams

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/11/2011 02:14:00 PM
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Well..I always have admiration for those who can sing in classical way..She's beautiful, young and talented. Hopefully she will grow and expand her talents not limited to the Korean K-Pop scene only. She could use it as her platform to go further. ALL THE BEST SHANNON!!!

She's half British(Dad), half Korean(Mom) she's cute, she's little, and she has the voice of an angel. Also she's only 13 years old.  

Shannon has made a couple of appearances on one of Korea's most popular show ,Star King, where she has blown everyone with her amazing voice and amazing acting skills. She also speaks Korean.(I'm not sure she can speak it fluently but it's a enough to get by in conversation).Shannon is now signed to Core Contents Media.



Friday, June 10, 2011

"I'd Rather" Lyrics

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/10/2011 11:26:00 PM
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I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
...who holds my heart

[Korea's Got Talent] tvN 코리아 갓 탤런트 Sung-bong Choi!!!.

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/10/2011 05:52:00 PM
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I  cried hard  when I heard his amazing voice...He had suffered a lot since he was a child...he made me realized ..maybe the life that I have right now is not that BAD. Afterall I dont have to live in an orphanage and being beaten by some bullies. I dont have to sleep in public toilet and sell gums at the street....I wish Sung Bong Choi a great years ahead and never stop singing from your heart..ALL the BEST!!! 

Hugs hugs

Your Fan
Sabah, Malaysia

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Dont Be Depressed!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/07/2011 11:25:00 PM
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"You will not be afflicted by an ulcer by virtue of what you eat, but instead by virtue of what eats you." This is a quote taken from Dr. Joseph F. Mantagno's book, The Problem of Nervousness. The renowned 
 Arab poet Al-Mutanabbi said:

"And stress transforms obesity into scrawniness; it whitens the hair of the young man and makes him a mess." And according to Life magazine, ulcers rank tenth in the list of deadly diseases.

Dr. Alexis Carlyle, a Nobel-laureate in medicine, said:
"Working people who do not know how to deal with anxiety and stress are more prone than others are to a premature death."]

Indeed, everything that takes place occurs according to a divine decree. A person must nonetheless take the necessary steps to avoid difficulties, and so Carlyle rightly points out that anxiety is one of the factors that lead to the body being damaged.

This is really bugging me.. coz this is all TRUE...I have to remind myself over and over again...to take care of myself more...XoXo... :)


Monday, June 6, 2011

Bamboo Orchestra- Sabah Harvest Festival ...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/06/2011 05:14:00 PM
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My fave music of all time..^^
This is on of the traditional song that will be played during the harvest festival...

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Working like a Roller Coaster...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 6/02/2011 09:05:00 PM
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Sigh...
Ok..sighing is actually not good for health (^_^)..these days were quite tiring for me...with the meetings, and endless work that need to be completed on time. With the cut of manpower under the new organization chart, everything seemed to be very messy. I must really manage my time. And this weekend I have two weddings to attend. For some reason, I feel that there will be a LIGHT waiting at the other tunnel and I really hope there is...(^_^) I just attended the meeting for the

Still I have time to catch up with the updated series in the Korean Drama world hahahhahha... I found this can be the vaccine of my Bored life. At least it is something that I can look forward in my struggling day with work. There are some series that catch my attention.
  • 49 days
  • Lie to me
  • Baby Faced Beauty
Next week...I will start my new dance class with easier steps..from Cyndi Wang " Honey"..It is a cutie style of dancing move. Some of my colleagues will attend this course. I am looking forward for this one...I have some other things in mind...I have to be HEALTHY and try to achieve all my pending dreams...

Till then.. XoXo everyone...
Pen Off.



Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Kaamatan norikot kawagu!!!

Posted by Lil' Sue at 5/25/2011 03:12:00 PM
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Saturday, May 21, 2011

Weddings in May...(^_^)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 5/21/2011 09:49:00 PM
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A Marriage of TWO is for LOVE that is True...

I would like to congratulate all my friends who will get married within this month. On this beautiful month..which is also my birth month.. (^_^) ...Congrats to Nonny, Ct Zaharah, Billy, Rullizah and Nana. I wish all of you a wonderful marriage life...

Wedding Cake Recipe:

1/2 lb good looks 
1lb sweet temper
1lb butter of youth
1lb blindness of faults
1lb of wit
1lb good humour
2lb of sweet argument
1 pint of rippling laughter
1 wine glass of common sense
a dash of modesty

Put the love good looks and a sweet temper into a well furnished house.
Beat the butter of youth into a cream,
and mix well together with the blindness of faults.
Stir the wit and good humour into the sweet argument
then add the rippling laughter and common sense.
Work the whole thing together until everything is well mixed,
and bake gently forever.

Friday, May 20, 2011

Labuan Financial Services Authority (Labuan FSA)

Posted by Lil' Sue at 5/20/2011 03:24:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Places that I wanna go...

Posted by Lil' Sue at 5/17/2011 07:16:00 PM
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Verona...

The classic window..

Castle in Dublin

Verona

Dublin..

OOO..Emm..Gee!!! I just finished watching "Leap Year" and "Letters to Juliet" and I was  infected with the virus...!! I dunno why exactly my fren is bugging me to go to Verona...But once I watched the movie Letters to Juliet...I think I know why she wanna go there...(^_^)....It such a romantic place  to go..but It would be nice going there with someone...but I dunno...Maybe it's better to go alone...Who knows that I might find there??? Right???

My wishlist:

1. Dublin, Ireland

2. Verona, Italy
 

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